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2011-06-12T21:07:00.000+08:00

back to hometown singapore on friday night.

definitely had many many wonderful memories in the UK. ((:

dont feel like coming back cos i will really miss the weather, the people there, and the temporary escape from reality; studying. arghhhh, now that i’m back, i gotta study which i have not been doing so! D: and so, i’m going to devote myself to studying from tomorrow on! JIAYOU!!!

anyway, UK trip was a fulfilling trip. really learnt alot of things from the tour guides, from the environment, from my peers and teachers. a really big thank you to all of them! :D

DAY ONE

tiring journey on the plane and finally reached the airport in manchester at 12pm+. excited, we coached to lake district. tried to send a message to my mum that i’m safe and sound in england but service wasnt available. rawr. and then we made a visit to one of Wordsworth’s homes, Dove Cottage. really small cottage, cosy in a sense. really enriching as well as there are also many exhibitions about his domestic life and his poetic works. reached the hostel thats facing a beautiful lake. very very nice! and there is nice, gentle breeze, a little chilly though, and grass which would be ideal to lie on to watch the night starry sky.(i’m starting to huan xiang le! hahaha. =P) hostel’s kinda scary, mostly due to my own psychological problem. toilets and showers are detached from our rooms, so we have to travel to the individual rooms for shower and toilets. scary because yealorr, scary cos it’s like an unfamiliar place and then you have to walk in and out of your room which is like the only place you will feel safe(maybe just for me. =P) in the hostel. we managed to change rooms. yay! so yokeling, angela, dorcas and me were all in the same room. one thing that i remembered very clearly would be seeing a guy trying to climb the exterior walls of the hostel. dont know what he’s trying to do! hahaha. and then slept with minimal or no movements at all throughout the night because of the creepy, shrieking sounds that the bed will make when i move for just a little bit.

DAY TWO

woke up early in the morning and made our way to meet tour guide, Ben, for a tour in White Moss something something. =P it’s a piece of land that consists of beautiful and breathtaking landscapes. many many greens with tinges of yellow, purple, red, pink, colours, basically. learnt a lot of things from Ben about some statistics in lake district, tourism and environment and energy sources. really really helpful for GP. =P i dont remember what we did in the middle but i think we made our way to haworth and then checked in the travelodge hotel till the next morning.

DAY THREE

a visit to the Bronte personage, learnt about the Bronte sisters. many exhibitions. shopping. and not to forget, super cold weather in which i still feel warmth inside cos angela and dorcas were hugging me to keep me warm! i feel so xin fu!!! hahahaha. :D made our way to stratford-upon-avon.

DAY FOUR

today, we visited Shakesphere’s birthplace. and a tour around the town to know more about Shakesphere’s life. nice little cottage. ohh! and i learnt that many many words like courtship and phrases were invented by him. tai li hai le!!! and then i was reminded of the wierd wierd word, which i am actually proud of (=P), that i invented, balabo! hahahahahaha! =P today, we have like 6 hours of shopping. all by ourselves. shuang. hahaha. bought quite a number of things. but felt guilty and regretful that we forgot all about the church where Shakesphere’s grave is. we didnt manage to visit it. D: we were kind of chided by the teachers during debrief though, for treating the trip like a holiday, all engrossed in shopping instead of a trip to maximise our learning. then we made our way to Oxford.

DAY FIVE

a session with Oxford City Council Member, Nuala Young, about many things about Oxford. mainly about tourism, urban planning, environmental concerns.. ohh, and we had this amazing opportunity to meet the Lord Mayor of the city. so stressful cos she is someone of high authorities. hahaha. she’s a very nice person though. ((: and then we had a tour around the various universities and colleges and Oxford. so cool! the infrastructure and antique designs of the schools. and they are huge! hahaha. whats even cool-er is that we were actually stepping on the grounds where harry potter had been before! ahhhh, and the huge tree where they had scenes there. so coool!!!! hahahaha. and then we travelled to London where we parted from our lovely coach driver, Kitch. he’s really the nicest driver i’ve ever met!

DAY SIX

at first, travelling around London is scary because we travelled via the tube which is what we call the MRT. their doors close fast and the stations and trains are often crowded. so we have to make a speedy boarding onto the train before the train door closes and we got separated from the rest of the group, in a foreign tube station, in a foreign land. scary. hahaha. but after awhile, it was quite okay and nobody really got seperated from the group. this day, we went to the British Library. huge library they have. and a 3D picture of the bookshelves in the library that looks like a painting. it’s amazing as it moves along with us as we walk past it. intelligent piece of work! and then we participated in a workshop about the english language and the various accents and pronounciations of the english language in different parts of the world. personally, i think singaporeans’ english accent is quite funny, which i didnt realise at all until i heard it from the audio. =P =P but it’s also very heartwarming that we do actually have our own unique accent that we are able to recognize even when we are away from singapore. hehehe. =P and then i forgot what. ohh, we met up with a poet, Jacob something something Rose. ahhh, so sorry! =P and then learnt about poetry and stuff. and then, the highlight of the day i must say, is the theatre performance we were going to catch in the evening. we have two performances to choose from and i chose woman in black, together with angela, yokeling, dorcas, weixin, sylvene and some other 4-5 people i think, and 2 teachers. it’s based on a ghost story. and indeed, there are many screamings during the performance and i must admit, i dont think i’m one of those who screamed cos i ‘screamed’ with my mouth closed because i was hiding behind my jacket. hahahahaha. =P okay la, i screamed. and i really did keep on ‘pouncing’ on angela. so sorry! =P overall, it’s a really great performance and it’s actually also quite funny cos many of us laughed after screaming. hahaha.

DAY SEVEN

Visited kingford community school. really nice people there. ((: and we had an art lesson in which it’s called inkwash. i miss art lessons! but then, my art really is sucky. haizzzz. and it makes me difficult to say that i like art because its like my art should be very good then. ahhhh.. anyway, then we made a trip to BBC television centre. love the part where we stood on top of the studios and see variety shows shooting in progress and the interactive studio. really fun! we caught a musical called Billy Elliot today. i must say, THIS IS AN AWESOME MUSICAL. love the dance, the ballet, the contemporary, the tap dance. the staging. WOWWWWWW. TAI LI HAI LE!!! AND I MISS DANCE. I MISS DANCING!!!!!! D:

DAY EIGHT

tour around the city to learn more about Oscar Wilde. and then sightseeing. airport. flight. home. i miss england!! D:

2011-05-05T17:18:00.003+08:00

it's may already!!
time really flies.
busy busy with jc life but at the same time, i feel that i really slack alot.
like i choose to watch tv when there's free time instead of studying.
haizzz.
i really need to work harder. i failed vectors test very badly. D:

a few weeks ago, i went for RSLE Batam.
helped a local orphanage there.
it was a fulfilling and meaningful trip. ((:
it was tiring but fun!

GP midyear paper is at the end of this month.
arghh, havent really prepared anything. must read more about current affairs!
i feel rather insecure too, that we didnt really do anything during GP lessons.
we did an essay. and then, no more. OHNO. and this reminds me that i have to start working on my research essay! ahhhhh! =P

what a beautiful day today.
i feel soooo tempted to buy manga to read but it's expensive.
THE FIRST MANGA I'VE EVER OWN, WHICH WAS BOUGHT LAST WEEK IS AWESOME.
love the plot and the art.
make me feel like drawing! ((:
and make me feel like a little girl, imagining myself as the main girl character, doing all those sweet little things with the guy they like. =P =P

oooh, what random paragraphs. =P

2011-03-12T13:47:00.002+08:00

yay! march holidays are coming soon!
but i got alot of homework and i need to go back to school on monday and tuesday. D:

last wednesday was adopt-a-wish.
turns out that everything was quite okay.
i talked quite alot with my group members despite meeting up for the first time.
at first the household we are in charge of rejected our help cos of come communication problems as we only know a little of hokkien but he's teochew.
after that we merged with another group and met a nice auntie who volunteered to help us to communicate with the uncle.
so everything turned out fine. ((:
i hope i can help more to these people in the future. ((:

2011-03-06T18:19:00.002+08:00

wheeee.
ended interact camp this morning. ((:
the deaf awareness workshop is really meaningful and it's my favourite part of the camp.
learnt basic sign language.
alphabets, numbers and simple sentences.
yayyy, i've always wanted to learn the sign language and somehow my wish came true.
hahaha. ((:
hope i am able to communicate with these people better even with these simple sign language that i've learnt. ((:
next meaningful thing would be dine in the dark.
we are all blindfolded while travelling to the destination for our dinner.
we are also being blindfolded while eating.
it is meaningful as it allows me to feel how a blind would feels like
and their difficulties that they might face in life.
i was kinda happy that i managed to finish up my food without much mess. =P
i hope i am able to help these unfortunate people in all little ways that i can. (x

adopt-a-wish is coming soooon.
and i am going to be the facilitator of my group.
nervous and excited at the same time cos i've never been a leader like this before.
i have to lead them in going around the households to communicate with the people living in one-room flats and ask them what they need.
then buy the stuff that they need and revisit them a few weeks later.
ahhhh, it's such a big project. i'm really scared that i may screw it up. =P
nevertheless, i hope all things go well and i will be able to step out of my shell and dare to speak up more. hahaha.

there's gp oral defence tomorrow!! i'm not mentally prepared yet!
ahhh, i cant do presentations and public speaking ehh!
ahhhh, okay, i have to go practise my presentation now.

JIAYOU!!!! JIAYOU EVERYONE! ((:

2011-02-17T22:47:00.002+08:00

i've been using the computer every single day to check if i've got any homework that i need to do on school's website.
and then conveniently, facebooked. hahahaha. =P
homework wasnt that much still.
but i've already met with some difficulties in econs and a little of lit.
haizzzz.
gotta buck up.
jiayou!!! hahaha.

and,
JIAYOU EVERYONE!!! :D

2011-02-12T00:10:00.005+08:00

wheeeee!
another week has passed.
yay!
but next week would be a new start as there would be tutorials le!
alot of the teachers have said how stressful jc would be.
kinda scared but i'm sure that God will bring me through. (x

so far, i've spent more than what i get for my angbao money on jc stuff!
rawrrrr!!!
but my mama help me pay for most of them le. =P
i should continue to save more so that i can pay for all these things! =P

today had disc profiling.
it was fun to know more about each other's character, as well as myself. ((:
games were fun especially the 12 feet tall game though i felt that i didnt do anything much. sorry!!!!

it's been long since i listened to my playlist!
even though i put on shuffle, i still keep clicking until i get the song i want to listen. hahahaha!

ohh, i realised i've got alot of bunny kind of stuff!
like my blogskin features bunnies, and i've got my rabbit pouch, rabbito, and my bugs bunny shoe. hahahaha!
bunnies are so cuute!!! :D :D

what a random post today!!!
hahahaha! :D

2011-02-07T20:51:00.003+08:00

it's been loooong since i posted.
hahaha.
school had started. and lessons started today.
orientation wasnt that bad as i'd imagined.
MONROEEEE! :D
hahaha.
disco night was crazy.
i jumped a lot and danced a little.
sweat like mad.
but it was fun. ((:
then went for dou hua with my og.
nice. ((:
lessons officially started today.
maths was surprisingly okay.
geog was kinda crazy cos we were informed about how short time is available for us to finish everything before promos and after that, alevels. rahhhhh!
lit was kinda fun. analyse proses and stuff. and ate snacks. muahahaha.
i think i didnt really do anything for the group work though.
was quiet all the way.
i'm so sorry!!!!

tomorrow, i'll be having my first econs lesson.
not excited.
i dont know anyone who took h1 econs with me. D:
nevertheless, hope it will turn out well. ((:

the person from time magazine just called me.
he said gp is one of the most difficult subject.
and my heart dropped. (even though i knew it.)
he said he did his alevels last year and he subscribed alot alot of things and magazines.
and he used some of the case studies he read up in those magazines he subscribed, in his essay.
my heart dropped somemore.
cos i'm kinda outdated. i seldom watch the news. at most, news in chinese.
other news i hear it from people around me.
i got no strait times. i only read the 'now' section in zaobao.
the tv guide in particular. =P!
arghhhhh.
i really have to read up more! =P

my mummy likes my uniform and my pe shirt alot. hahahahahaha! :D

ohyaaa, happy chinese new year everyone!!!!!! :D

2011-01-19T15:17:00.003+08:00

woke up at around 1.30pm today.
superb. hahahaha.

went for the movies with natalie on monday.
watched the tourist.
nice show! the ending was quite unexpected. hahaha.
ate popcorn for lunch with nat.
then we went shopping for her hamster cage.
ahhh, i'm really sorry if i didnt take very good care of the hamsters.
and i'm really sorry that the mummy hamster eaten up all her babies in the end!!! D: D: D:
then, nat came to my house to fetch her hamsters and mummy hamster now has a new blue house. ((:
after that,
met up with angela to buy shuyi's birthday prezzie.
and we bought her prezzie in no time.
hehehe.
then dinner.
then angela met up with her mummy.
her mum's soooo cuute! hahahaha. xD

went out with christine, peixin, angela and jingrong for another movie trip again. ((:
we watched the ghost must be crazy.
it's supposed to be a funny horror show but i ended up covering my eyes for about one third of the show.
IT'S SO SCARY!!!!!!!!!!!!
i only laughed at the NG scenes when the show ended.
hahahahahaha.
then we walked around a little and went back home.
watched one litre of tears.
cried for almost every episode i watched.
it's so sad!
and it's based on a true story!
this drama really taught me important lessons;

be hopeful in any circumstances.
love the people around you.
yes, i will be hopeful in any bad situations that i might face as time goes by,
spread the hope,
and love the people around me. ((:

2011-01-15T11:59:00.004+08:00

has been going out almost every single day for 2 weeks.
after getting back my results on monday, i cried like mad in the hall.
i thought that my results are no good.
it didnt reach my target of a raw point of 10.
thanks for all the comforting and huggggs.
love you guys! :D
hahahaha.
after awhile, i zhong yu xiang tong le.
it isnt that bad right?
hahahaha.
looking on the bright side,
i've got a b3 for amaths when i've been getting f9s for 2 entire years.
i've got a2 for maths when i've been starting to fail maths ever since the first time i failed, was when i'm in p5.
i've got an a2 for geog when i've been getting Cs for 2 years.
i thought i might fail hcl but i've got an a2.
really thank God for these wonderful results. ((:

after that,
was almost 3 days of struggle of where to go. jc or poly.
really felt like dying.
i cant make such decisions.
i'm a very indecisive person!
i can even ponder about which shoe to buy for an entire day.
has always been thinking about going to poly before getting my results,
but in the end, i chose the jc route.
honestly, i wasnt much prepared to make that decision.
i was afraid of gp.
i was afraid of the heavy workload.
i was afraid of the stress.
i was afraid that i cant cope with jc life.
what if i retain??
so many many worries came flooding my mind.

however, i believe that God will bring me through.
'like a child in his arms, He'll carry me through it all~'
and then i saw mark 5:36.
'do not fear, only believe.'
really comforts me alot and drives my worries away. ((:

2010-12-31T12:03:00.004+08:00

YAYYYY.
yesterday's cell party was fun.
i'm really sorry for being so quiet before sixuan comes.
i seriously think there's something wrong with me. =P
games and games. :D
talking and laughter. :D
fooooood! :D
i admit i ate quite alot.
I NEED TO STOP EATING SO MUCH AND START EXERCISING.
RAWR.
but i dont like any sports though.
except walking or strolling(even though my sister said i walked fast by default. hahaha. and i think so too. =P) and cycling.
i'm just too lazy! =P

yay! then we played sparklers!
so fun!!! :D
the sparks were so pretty!
it's like many many mini golden shooting stars. :D
then went back home at 12am+.
luckily there's bus.
now i love bus87. hahahaha. xD
luckily my mum was already asleep so she didnt scold me for being so late.
watched anime until around 3am. =P
i wanted to only watch only 2 episodes and sleep before 2am,
but it just got more and more interesting and i cant stop.
i wanted to continue but my mummy stopped me so i stopped halfway through an episode and went to sleep.
last night, my sister was sleepingover at church.
at first i wanted to sleep alone in my room.
but after a few minutes, i got scared for no reason(okay, maybe the fan suddenly got noisier and i think it's scary. =P),
and went to sleep with my mama.
and woke up a few minutes ago.
hahahaha.
then i realise,

today is the last day of the year!
time really flies.
on january 2010,
i was thinking why time wouldnt run faster so that i can get pass the olevels period faster.
around may2010(not sure. =P) to september2010,
never stop mugging for 3 prelims.
but i was the lazy one.
haizz.
august2010,
i turn 16.
october2010 to november2010,
study like mad for olevels.
was really glad that everything was over.
november 2010 to december2010,
rot at home.
hanging out with friends.
watch tv.
watch drama online.
watch anime.
sleep late, wake up late.
this year ended faster than i thought.
it is a year when i got closer to many of my friends. :D
i've always thought that my existence wouldnt make a difference but my friends have told me that i am not alone.
thank you my friends! :D
and thank you my big big God for being there for me in my entire life. :D

i hope 2011 would be an even more purposeful year.
everyone be healthy and happy and healthy and happy!
yay! :D

i'm now very scared and nervous about the olevel results! ARGH!

2010-12-29T15:02:00.004+08:00

monday was a wonderful day.
went to east coast park with huiping, christine, jingrong, peixin, angela, shuyi and vivian.
and i was late for like half an hour!
i'm so sorry!!!!!!!!
then mrted and bused to the park.
after that, we rented a bicycle and taught angela how to cycle.
i didnt really do anything but i was really happy to see a big improvement within the 3hours! :D
we must go back and jia jin lian xi then we can all cycle together!
yayyy!
cycling is my favourite sport.
love the wind gently brushing on my face(wierd english. sorry! but you know what i mean. hahaha. =P =P), the talking and laughter when cycling with friends, the sun, the rain, the trees, the grass, the exercising.
hahahahaha! :D
i hope we can go out again soooon!! :D

yesterday was another awesome day.
went to my sister's school to help her take textbook.
and we were hired to complete a mission that made me throw my face for so many times. okay, i think only twice la. hahahahaha.
first stop, the aljunied council office or something like that to pay for the za fei.
i thought it's wierd as the amount i have to pay at that time is quite little as i compared to the amount my mum paid last month in the receipt book. so i asked the person if it's paying for one month.
then she gave me a wierd expression like telling me 'didnt you know?' and told me that it's half month rebate now. i still dont know whats that though. hahaha. =P
okay, next was the housing finance office or something.
finally waited for my turn. the queue was long. hahaha.
then the person asked me what i wanted to do and i said huh and passed her the booklet.
how much do you want to pay, she asked.
and i huh even louder.
i dont know, i said.
and she was kind of shocked.
her: you dont know how much you want to pay?
me: huh?!
her: who asked you to help to pay this thing? (something like that)
me: my mum.
her: she didnt tell you how much she want you to pay?
me: no.
seeing money on my hand, she asked: how much does your mum gave you?
and i counted the amount of money my mum gave like twice and i feel that i took quite a long time.
me: $170
her: $170?
looks at her com then she said: $169 should be correct. just pay me $169.
me: orh.
passed her the money, got the change, got back the book, and i forgot what she said to me, she smiled, i smiled, and i walked off.
PHEWWWWW.
and i feel so bad for the people queuing behind me cos i took a super long time to figure out what i have to do.
next, pay bills at post office.
but before i do that, i have to find an atm machine to check my brother's card balance.
walked up to where the post office is in hougang mall, cant see any DBS machine.
then i walked down and out to somewhere near the road.
aha!
a atm machine!
i tried putting in the card and the pushed button 'balance enquiry'.
transaction cancelled or failed.
HUH?
tried again.
failed.
my sister: this machine is for POSB cards.
me: not the same mehh?
i though dbs and posb is the same. rawr!
then i went back into hougang mall. (ohya! met sixuan in hougang mall! tai you yuan le!! :D)
walked up to the post office. dont have the machine lehh.
then my sister say she saw dbs machine beside the kopitiam.
walk one level down.
aha!
finally! i saw the machine!
pushed buttons.
failed. again.
called my brother for help.
ohh, i pressed the wrong button.
hahahahaha.
yay, checked his card balance already.
then back up to post office.
saw two queues.
i was confused.
discussed with my sister which one is the correct queue.
conclusion, the longer one.
queued up.
finally my turn. passed the person all the bill letters.
paid.
then she said i can get 7 stamps.
since i'm in a post office, i thought she meant stamps for mailing.
was quite excited. hahahaha. =P
then she said she go put stamps on the card.
ohh. the stamps she meant was chops.
hahahaha.
then she passed me and she said i can get some freebie.
being a typical auntie, i wanted to get the kirei kirei handsoap.
hahahahaha.
but i forgot all about it afterwards cos i was really hungry and i want to eat and it was already around 3pm.
then went to kfc and ate.
spent quite alot ehh!
but nevermind, occasional splurge on food.
ahh, okay, not.
i always spend money on food.
hahahaha.
then went up to comics connection to buy the game cards my brother asked me to help him buy.
last stock. in the end i can only get 2 out of 3 cards that my brother wanted.
then he asked me to go kovan de comics connection to get the last one.
he said he would treat us macdonalds.
food!
then i said okay and went kovan.
then we realised we forgot to buy chicken that my mum asked me to buy at hougang mall.
haizz.
after buying my brother's card.
we head back to hougang mall again.
bought the chicken.
finally back home.
PHEWWW.
what a fulfilling day.
i must have lost some calories when running around to get this and that.
but i suppose not, cos i ate too much after dinner. rawr.
then watch tv. read eclipse. use com.
slept at around 2am.
and woke up today at 2pm+!
hahahahahaha!

and now i'm starting to worry about my olevel results.
help!!!!

wow, such a long long post today. hahahaha. :D

2010-12-26T23:33:00.001+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!
sorry for the late greeting. =P

2010-12-17T17:05:00.004+08:00

hehh. realised i've not been posting for some time.
went cycling on monday with church friends. ((:
we cycled for 3h.
became luo tang ji in no time under the heavy rain. hahaha.
despite the rain, it was quite fun actually.
i love cycling! ((:
then slacked at home, watch tv, eat, com.
ohh, and make christmas gifts.
quite a hard work cos i need to draw, colour and cut it out, poke hole, then cut cardboard and poke hole into the cardboard,
then i need to pry open the metal thingy and then close it back into a loop again.
i still enjoy doing them. ((:
i love making things.
i love doing handicraft.
i love writing letters.
i love art. :D

yesterday had steamboat with jingong, angela, shuyi, peixin, huiping, christine and zhihui and shuyi's house.
bought food that we need for steamboat and we overspent a little. =P
then we cut food and put them in the fridge.
had fun cutting them and all the talking. ((:
and we played slapjack.
hahahahaha, it's super funny. we laughed so much and my stomach hurt. hahahahahaha.
really had fun! :D
then we started to eat.
was super full.
i thought i would skip lunch today but in the end, i didnt. hahaha.
after that,
i tried some 3.5% alcoholic drink.
tasted quite okay since it's apple flavoured.
it was my first time though.
the experience was quite worth experiencing.
hahahahaha! what am i talking about. =P
anyway,
my ears turned super red and hot.
it's like radiating heat.
then i felt a little nauseous and sleepy.
and i felt very very warm.
hehe. i guess i couldnt drink much. =P

do i really stone that much?
i have been thinking about it then i realise,
i've been stoning when i was thinking about this question.
hahahaha.

2010-12-06T13:34:00.006+08:00

i tried posting last night but to no avail, so here i am. ((:
Bring It On camp was great!! :D
even more summarised summary:
first day was the game plan.
it was tiring but fun. ((:
second day was project heartware.
i didnt really do anything when approaching the people and i feel so bad.
anyway, the camp was awesome and i cant wait for next year's. :D

and, i feel like i dui bu qi jingrong. SORRY!

i finished watching clannad.
it was awesome!
cried like mad.
i'm so glad that in the end it was kind of a happy ending. ((:
i still dont really understand the ending though.

okay, i shall keep this post short. ((:

MY FAVOURITE SONG OF THE CAMP :D

I'm Forever Yours

I give my all to You
Send me and I will go with You
To the ends of the earth
I'll follow after You
I want the world to know
Your love endures forever

Tell me I'll obey
This is far greater than sacrifice
Trusting You and not myself
Will always lead to blessing
Lord have Your way in me
Not my will, but Yours be done

Here I stand within Your presence
Longing for Your touch
A thousand words cannot compare to one day in Your courts

Hold me now and never ever let me go
My Jesus
My precious Saviour
I'm forever Yours

I will worship You forever
I will worship You

2010-11-28T22:59:00.002+08:00

i'm bored.
i should start cleaning up my room. books and worksheets and notes are still everywhere in my room!!

i was crazy today.
i laughed out loud today in public while smsing sixuan. public!
both my mama and my sister said i'm crazy.
strangers must have thought that i'm crazy.
i think that i'm crazy too!!
hahahahahhahahahahahaha!!!!
hahahahahahahahahaha!!!
i think my laughter very funny!
hahahahahhaahahha!
okay, i'm really crazy! =P

yay! i just signed up for church camp today. :D
and jingrong's coming too!
i'm so excited!!
cant wait! :D

argh. i've been suffering serious insomnia lately.
i spend hours on bed trying to fall asleep.
i tried listening to music. but failed.
haizz.
my mind just cant stop thinking about various things!!

2010-11-28T00:14:00.003+08:00

went kiteflying on friday. ((:
it was fun. didnt fly the kite much though.
sat there and was lazy to move. hahahahaha. =P
saboteur is fun toooo!!!! :D
ohh, and i forgot i have to reach church for games at 1+ so i reached at around 3pm.
gomenasai!!
and then cell.
i ate alot!!! arghh, i always eat alot during cell.
i feel so sorry for eating so much. sorry. =P

once i reached home, i was lazy to go out again. haizz.
i'm such a lazy person!
laziness = no exercising
eat a lot + laziness = FAT.
arghhhhhhhh.
and i finished watching nana.
the ending sounds like BLAST's nana died!
ahhhh, i hope the second season comes out soon!!
next, i think i'm going to watch second season of glee.
then i watch vampire dairies.
then i watch clannad.
then i watch k-on.
then i watch, argh, alot of things!!
it feels like the holidays will be over soon!
it's going to be december in just a few days!
ahhhhh..

2010-11-21T17:29:00.003+08:00

prom night on friday was great.
the food is yummy. hahahaha. i'm such a pig. =P
everyone was so pretty.
and i look so ugly in all the photos. gahhhhhhh. D:

anyway,
went to shuyi's house at around 1+.
talk talk talk, then com, then prepare to go prom.
and angela got first prize for lucky draw!!
hahaha. everyone was so excited for her!
my first reaction was WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
hahahahahahaha!
and yokeling's performance was awesome!
i love her voice!
she's so natural on stage!
she should be a singer! hahaha. ((:
after prom, sleepover at shuyi's house! :D
and so, we played monopoly till 3am.
ooh, and i realise i always got pink property. hahaha.
sleep till around 11.
breakfast. donut and hotdog bread! :D
lunch. and then went popular to get the employment form.
hehe, thanks for all the zhao dai. thanks for everything! :D
ran or probably, flew to church.
cell.
ohh, the tiramisu chocolate is awesome! :D
then chatted with sixuan at house downstairs.
laughed alot.
i think we went crazy.
hahahahahahaha!

and today, i've got a new hamster! :D :D
my mum's friend de friend gave us one.
so cuute!
the first thing that came to my mind when i saw the hammie is, it's fat!
hahahaha.
so, i named her buibui, as in fat in some dialect, i dont know. i dont know how to spell either. =P hahahaha.
yay!
make me think of hamtaro! hahahahaha!

i want chocolate! :D

2010-11-14T19:33:00.002+08:00

gahhhh.
kinda late for the day now
the minute i reached home and quickly ate lunch, i slept.
all the way to around 7pm.
i still feel like a zombie now.

yay! cell bonding was great!
thanks for those who planned the bonding. ((:
and i finally broke my record!
played until around 6am and woke up at 8.
tired. but it was fun.
i love stayovers. :D

it's dinner!
but i dont feel like eating.
i feel like i've lagged for one day.
hahahahahaha. =P

2010-11-12T22:46:00.002+08:00

2nd post of the day.
i'm really very very very very bored.
gosh, i should be ultra happy and busy having fun but here i am,
BORED.

ohh, my mama says someone is going to give us a hamster.
yay! so cuute!
that reminds me of hamtaro!
ahhhhh, hamtaro so cuute!!
i watched one episode in the midst of olevels. hahaha.

It's Hamtaro time!(Kushi-kushi,Ticki-ticki,WHOO!)
Hamtaro!
When we work together it's much better.
My best friends!
We love sunflowerseeds krump,krump,krump!
My Ham-hams!
If he heads for trouble we won't let her.
Hamtaro!
Little hamsters,big adventures.
Lauras gone to school,let's go to our Ham-ham clubhouse.
We could fix her troubles just be quiet as a mouse.
Watch out for those cats you know their smarter than you think.
But if we work together we can make their plans sink.
(Whoa!)
Hamtaro!
Snoozer,Howdy,Penelope,Panda!My best friends!
Oxnard,Beijou,Cappy,Maxwell!
My Ham-Hams!
Dexter,Boss,Pashmina,Jingle!
Hamtaro!
Little hamsters,big adventures!
("Excuse me while I workout, gotta run on my wheel. Wee!")
Hamtaro!
Hamtaro's here to help you!
Hamtaro!
Hamtaro's team is for you!
(Hamtaro!)
(Giggle)

AHHHHHH, SO CUUTE!!!!! :D :D :D
okay, i have to finish my books that i have borrowed from the library.
i already had 3-4 fine receipts. D:
argh, i always forget i've borrowed books! D:

i'm suddenly craving for starbucks.
icecream.
chocolate.
basically,
FOOD. :D

2010-11-12T17:28:00.003+08:00

12november2010 marks the day when olevels has finally come to an end for most of the sec4 students, including ME. :D

YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!
olevels ended faster than i think!
time really flies.
hahahaha. i'm so happy now!
hahahahahahahahahahaha.
i cant wait to do all the things that i wanted to do!
but the thing is, there's so many things that i want to do that i've forgotten the majority of them.
haizz.
its okay. i have all the time in the world to think. muahahahahaha!
i finally finished watching my girlfriend is a gumiho yesterday.
it's a super nice show.
started crying halfway through episode 15 all the way to the last episode 16.
it's so touching.
it has been long since i've watched such a touching drama that make me cry so badly.

i think i'm going to rot at home.
hahas.
and jiayou for bio paper! :D

2010-11-10T22:01:00.003+08:00

wheeeeeeeee!
it's been super long since i posted!

yay! olevels is going to end soon in 2 days time!
now i'm fretting over what to do after olevels when i had actually thought of many many things before olevels starts.
rahhh, should have written it down, i've forgotten what i wanted to do le!

higher chinese paper is super duper, super super difficult!!
ahhhh, i think i'm gonna fail higher chinese!
how! D:
ohh, and i wrote the wrong date for gong han.
at first i wrote 11月10日,
then i thought it is october this month so i changed the date to 10月11日
and i handed in the paper and only realise that it's already november now.
hmmm, actually, i was kind of lucky already this year. but then, even when i think i'm lucky, there are still many many people out there who would do better than me. so, i guess my target of 10 points for l1r5 may be gone! D:
haizzzz.
haiya, i should stop thinking about whats done.
no point crying over spilt milk.
(no wonder i'm stuck at this height! i keep spilling milk! hahahahahahaha. okay, not funny! =P)

i always feel like i'm talking to myself when i type posts. hahaha.

JIAYOU FOR THE LAST FEW PAPERS EVERYONE!
GAMBATTE!! :D

2010-09-19T19:43:00.002+08:00

yay!

beach was fun! though it's raining all the day.

and, i saw a rainbow under the seawater!!

:D :D :D

took quite alot of pictures. ((:

after that, went amk hub for dinner

and i bought the panda notebook!

IT'S SUPER CUTE.

i was attracted to the line that says:

"life is so boring.. it's full of tests and homework."

hahaha. :D

okay, shall keep this post short. =P

2010-09-15T18:40:00.002+08:00

YAY!!!!
tomorrow's finally the last paper. woohoo! :D

i failed amaths. D:
i think i'll fail geog too.
already lost like 14 marks and other marks from other questions.
haizz.
emaths paper kinda okay except for paper 1.
but then, everytime i think it's okay, in the end got alot of wrong one..
okay, the end of exam talk.

i'm so excited for tomorrow and friday to arrive!
definitely not looking forward to practicals (=P) , but the movies! yay!! :D
and we are going to the beach again on friday!
yay!
love the wind, love the sound of the waves, love the sand, love the trees, love my friends. :D
beaches make me think of geog though. hahahas.

songs really help in brightening up my day. ((:
singing along is nice. though i think my voice is awful. hahaha!

alright, i shall go study le.
olevels coming soon!
like VERY SOON! D:

JIAYOU MINNA SAN! :D

2010-09-03T20:03:00.005+08:00

yay!
finally can type something, just now keep having error on page.

double yay!
for a temporary end for prelims.
yay yay!
hahahaha.
i screwed all the papers lorr.
especially amaths.
totally blank out before paper 1. guess i was too nervous.
rawr, i always get super nervous before amaths papers one lorr! D:
english essay was like primary school standard,
compre was challenging.
chinese compre was tricky,
essay was crap.
amaths,
DIED.
ss and geog was crap. i didnt manage to finish the papers.
half of my memory was gone when i attempted the paper.
i seriously need more blueberries!
okay, i shouldnt talk about studies anymore. ((:

triple yay!
for sharing DOUBLE CHOCOLATE FRAPPE with angela. :D :D :D
幸福的感觉！=P
i think we are so amazing today.
we chatted almost non stop for the whole day. like from 12.45 to around 6.
we are so awesome! :D
hahahaha.
just ate hokkien mee full of chilli cos i requested for more.
the hotness is so shuang.
:D
hehhehh, i'm so random. xD

four yays!
for the next episode of kuroshitsuji!!!!
CIEL!!!!
hahahahaha!

before i go,
JIAYOUS FOR PRELIMS MINNA-SAN!
:D

2010-08-17T21:01:00.004+08:00

I FLUNKED MY ORAL TODAY.
my reading was, haizz.
picture discussion i never say conclusion.
conversation was worst.
recount was crap cos i anyhow cook up a fake story. (=P)
opinion was cut in by the teacher.
die, i only said 2 points with not much of elaboration,
i havent say the opposing view and conclusion!!
haizz, i think is cos i was out of point so the teacher might as well let me go since there's no point continueing the conversation.

thanks jingrong for listening to me ranting about oral stuffs and comforting me!
and sorry that you stopped doing homework just to listen to my worries! =P
thanks sixuan and esther(neo) for comforting me! ((:

hahaha,
i really wonder how i'm gonna live without my wonderful friends.
thank God for bringing all of my friends into my life! :D

2010-08-15T17:09:00.004+08:00

yay!
mummy treat me to pizzahut today. :D
thanks everyone for the birthday songs, birthday wishes and the birthday cake, oh and prezzies.
:D

dear friends,
thankyou for always being there for me when i need you.
i've always thought that i am nothing but you guys made me feel special. ((:
thankyou for understanding and accepting me for the way i am.
love,
jieyi.

hahahaha. ((:

2010-08-04T17:40:00.002+08:00

wheeee.
after prelims, i've been slacking quite alot.
but cannot slack already, prelim3 is just less than 3 weeks away!
disappointed with my results.
there's ups and downs.
highest grade is only b4.
but the lowest is f9.
this is so great.
as usual, i failed amaths. i seriously think i'm the lowest in the whole level.

dead.

lessons have been lessons. going through papers and stuff.
chem practical, burning this and that, straining our eyes and ears to observe changes.
i still cant hear any pop sound when there should be one and
i really heard it when there shouldnt be one. (i really heard it! my friend heard it too!)
i think chem practical is more challenging than chem spa,
but definitely more fun and interesting.

ohh.
INCEPTION WAS A GREAT SHOW!!
GREAT GREAT GREAT.
GREATEST SHOW THIS SEASON.
hahahahaha.
remind me to watch matrix on friday.
ohh, and i'm gonna watch rui en's new show tonight!
RUI EN!!!!!! :DDD

i'm craving for chocolate.
greatest food invention ever!
and of course, icecream and candy.
they are the most noble food inventions ever and ever!
hahahaha! :D

2010-06-26T22:38:00.003+08:00

246th post!

actually, i wanted to post something about church camp after i come back but i was just too lazy to do so. =P
hmmm, church camp was great.
i love the worship! :D
shopping was fun too.
the kids are violent.
okay, not all of them, just 2 boys who were.
joshua kept pulling my jacket and my arms and hugged my legs and said he would squash me.
but he didnt really got a chance to do so. muahaha.
then another boy came.
he's really sick. he kept talking about some disgusting stuffs he said he had learnt from science lessons.
yupp, about the human body. hahaha.
he joined joshua in pushing me around tooo.
hmm, actually joshua wasnt really that bad.
after that we watched ice age together and he lie on me and laugh along with the movie, throwing me some comments.
hahas, so cuute. (x

cell bonding today.
it was fun. ((:
i like cycling, yay!
hahas.
thanks team who has planned this bonding.
and thanks peifen and chingyee for treating icecream.
and thanks sarah for the bookmark. it's so wonderfully made! ((:

argh, i've slacked for the whole week ever since i came back from KL.
i'm going to be so dead. D.E.A.D.
i have to stop procrastinating!
i have to start studying!
rawr!

2010-06-15T23:11:00.002+08:00

east coast park! :D

just summarize up everything:
woke up early in the morning and i was the first to reach the bus stop. ((:
hahaha.
then angela, jingrong, peixin and yokeling came.
met up with christine and huiping on bus 43.
bused for almost an hour i suppose then finally reach our destination.
settled down and played with the water.
and i built a sand tunnel by burying my foot and plucking it out from the sand again.
muahahaha. ((:
took many many photos.
ate mac.
very very full.
shared fries and wasted half cup of coke!
then walked parkway parade.
bused home.
everyone was sleeping on the bus.
hahaha. =P
today was fun!!!!
i want to go out again!
hahas.

setting off to KL tomorrow. so excited!
hahaha.
miss me minna-san!! hahaha. :D

2010-06-14T12:00:00.004+08:00

'He came, the cross, the choice, the change.'
Y camp was great!!
ahhhh, i miss the kids!
went only on day 2 cos i got lessons on day 1.
sorry becky for not being able to help you on day one and then causing you to run around. =P
actually, i didnt help much for the subsequent days too. sorry!

hmm, at first i was confused about what is happening and then it got better when i started talking with hannah during tea break.
subsequently, talked with many other kids.
they are all so cute!!!!
i got scolded for quite a few times cos i was playing around with the kids. =P
and then wet games.
all the kids wanted to get wet so badly.
they all ran towards the water source and then kept asking for more water.
hahaha, so cute.
they seem like they have not been seeing water for many many days.

later on,
i was asked to sit in a styrofoam box.
so, i obediently sat in it after some little objection,
the next thing i knew, i was thoroughly wet.
they pour pails of water and hose down water on me.
muahahaha, i have to admit, quite shuang lehh.
hahas.

day three was fun.
and i was surprised that super got overall champion.
yay!!
hahaha.
brought back alot of goodies.
in the end, half of them are already eaten by my sister.

argh,
i still have 2 sets of maths paper to complete!
actually, quite okay la, considering i have finished the rest.
but then, i still havent start revising yet!!
and prelim 2 is just in less than a month's time!
die. die. die.

2010-06-06T21:16:00.002+08:00

woohooo. survived a looong week of lessons.
has been eating cup noodles for lunch for the whole week.
beijing101 would be my next place i need to visit. hahahaha. =P

it is only around 4 more short months to olevels!
how am i going to catch up with everything?!
ahhhhh. stress.
i have to start studying now! stop procrastinating!!
i was so into hidarime tantei eye these few days.
my heart almost jumped out at the scene when yamada-kun jumped down the building.
and now i'm stuck at the last episode!
to be exact, the last 2 parts of its last episode.
i must watch finish by today. the intensity is building up.
dont know what will happen next. hahas.

only managed to fall asleep at 3am+ last night.
think too much le.
almost cannot wake up this morning. luckily, i still did manage to climb out of bed after my alarm rang for 10mins.
hahaha.
rahhhh, have to go through another week of lessons starting from tomorrow.
sian. =P

2010-05-25T18:12:00.002+08:00

konbanwa.

hcl was bad.
1.1 mark to B4 if my maths didnt fail me.
argh.
i really not good at anything lorr!
haizz.

still suffering from insomnia even though i'm tired.
and holiday homework is overwhelming!!
4 sets of english compre and 3 sets of hcl so far,
plus other subjects coming their way.
3 weeks of remedial during the holiday.
another week would be taken up by church camp as well.
frankly speaking, i felt bad for going overseas despite the close arrival of olevels
and when everyone will be mugging for the next prelim which will be on early july.
but nevermind, i will put in extra effort then.
i just want to experience God this june holidays! :D

i've decided to take combined science instead.
i was struggling at first but after that, it was rather easy to make this final decision since my results have already told me that i really cant manage pure sciences at all.
haizz.
the thing now is, i dont know how to write the letter!
hahaha.
okay, i shall think about it later. =P

2010-05-21T21:01:00.006+08:00

got back all my papers except for hcl.
i survived i suppose but someone send me to imh!
i'm going crazy!
no, i'm crazy!

i failed 4 papers with 3 f9s.
how awesome is that?
i really cannot do maths and sciences lorr.
haizz.
failed so badly for amaths.
i feel like i dui bu qi mdm siak.
sorry!
argh.
somehow i think that 我的前途一片灰暗.
haizzz.
nooooooo!
i must not think this way. i must buck up!
jiayou jiayou jiayou!
hahaha.
ohno, i must be crazy to be arguing with myself here. hahas. =P

i think i'm immune to failures already even though i still cant escape a little sadness and some disappointment, in fact, i was very disappointed with myself.
it's alright i guess. whats killing me isnt the failures.
whats gonna kill me is my mum.
argh.
how to break this news to my mum?!
i'm gonna be so dead!
okay, actually, i was already dead. for thousands of times.
what you all always see is my soul.
solid and touchable.
it's because you know, the soul society also need to keep up with the advancement of technology
so, yupp, my soul looks like normal human being right?
hahaha.

watched the last song.
i think it's quite okay. but the storyline is kinda predictable.
(and i still have the cheek to catch a movie after getting 3 f9s?!)
hmmm, walked around after that and finally reached home at around 9pm.
ohh.
i almost got lost in the mrt station.
i was topping up my ezlink.
the minute i turned around after removing my card, i completely forgot where i came from.
i totally forgot which way i should go.
then i saw the escalator and i thought i should try my luck.
fortunately, it's the right way but everything looks so unfamiliar even though i walked the same path a minute ago.

okay, i want to watch kuroshitsuji le. hahas. =P

2010-05-04T18:35:00.003+08:00

240th post! ((:

had ji lie yun dong early in the morning.
ran almost a street(direct translation from chinese. =P) just to chase after bus372.
almost late for school.
luckily we caught up with 372. the bus uncle was nice too.
quite a bad start this morning.
first, failed history test badly. real bad.
it was the first time. haizzz.
second, right after knowing the fact that i actually failed the hist test, the fact that i failed emaths mock exam hit me.
EMATHS.
I SHOULDNT HAVE FAILED.
I COULD HAVE PASSED.
RAWR.

was super clumsy today.
had drips of sodium hydroxide, aqueous ammonia! (the pungent smell just rush into my nose. no time to escape!) and i spilled a mixture of i dont know what onto my worksheet.
broke a test tube!!!
the test tube just slipped off my hand!!
at first i didnt know i broke it.
when i saw pieces of broken glass swimming around the solution,
i was actually surprised to see transparent pieces cos i thought it's some product when i add this to that in the broken test tube.
and then i find it wierd. how is that possible?
after that, shehwa enlightened me.
thanks shehwa for helping me clean it up by the way. ((:
anyway, she said broken glass in chinese.
then i look at my broken test tube that i placed on the test tube rack.
the bottom has a hole.
i actually broke a test tube!
so, i wrote my name in the book of broken apparatus.
arghh.
so clumsy!!
oooh, danny yeo came to have a talk about youth.dream.passion.
so, i have to set a goal and work towards it.
i only hope that i could get at most 10 points for olevels.
is that possible? for such a failure like me? hmmm..

okay, i have to start studying for prelims.
there's so much to study and yet i procrastinate till the last week before exam!!!
haizzz.

GAMBATTE MINNA-SAN!!! :D

2010-04-27T18:05:00.005+08:00

prelims are coming and yet i have not started revising yet!
had nafa just now.
dont really like sports.
went popular to buy a 0.7 pen.
hope my handwriting would get bigger. hahaha.

arghh, seriously need some motivation.

2010-04-17T21:28:00.003+08:00

it is finally saturday! ((:

had sports day yesterday.
blue house isnt high at all.
or maybe, just the portion where i sitted.
super unlucky.
something from a bird just dropped down from the ceiling and landed on my bag!
YUCKS.
disgusting!
went to the toilet to clean it up.
washed my hands thrice with soap as instructed by angela.
hahaha.
that shelter is a danger zone!!
then walked to hougang mall and mrted to somerset.
first time stepping into 313.
changed and walked our way to orchard cineleisure.
deciding between shutter island or my rainy days.
in the end, we chose shutter island.
i thought i might not be able to get in cos it's nc16 and my birthday is still in 4months time
but i still managed to even after checking my student pass.
it's great show but i hid behind my jacket for at least 3/4 of the movie.
it's not that scary like in horror movies but some bloody scenes will just pop up
and those scare me.
hahaha.
was making quite alot sound effects.
i think i disturbed the others. =P sorry.
after the show, everyone went back home while me, angela and shuyi went to amk hub.
bought two pairs of earrings.
it's a star!
i've been wanting a starry earring for a long time.
i want a star necklace! :D
another pair is a key and a padlock.
i've been wanting accessories of key and padlock toooo.
hahahaha.
ohh, did something super embarrassing in the mrt.
cos i have this habit of leaning against anything that can be leaned on
so, i lie my head slowly(somemore!) supposedly on the pole
but i lie on some guy's hand instead!
my reaction was super slow.
that guy quickly retreat his hand and said it's okay
before i finally realise i lie on his hand!
i looked back at him, embarrassed,
i said sorry many times while slowly turning my head back to the front.
arghhh.
hahahaha.

reached home after 8pm.
i was late considering my given curfew is 8.
luckily my mum isnt at home. =P
fell asleep amidst smsing.
woke up at 1 today.
churched.
homed.
tved.
blogged.

'i'm always waiting.

2010-04-08T20:45:00.003+08:00

this week's short yet long.
monday-wednesday
had dance.
yesterday is our last practice before our official step down.
ended at 7pm+ yesterday.

had 3 tests today!
2 consecutive ones somemore.
i think i'd fail sbq.
i anyhow write and each answers are short. SHORT.
haizz.
then right after social studies,
report writing test.
quite okay but i dont know if the points are relevant(how to spell ahh? =P)
then 2.4!!
ran for 15.59mins.
i was shocked.
i walked for some time.
hahas.
then maths test at the last 2 periods.
i'll definitely fail this time again!
haizzzz.
i have to buck up!!

rehearsal tomorrow!
but international dancers are going to be released coincidentally on the usual fang xue time.
rawr.
hope tomorrow will run smoothly.
it's our last performance with international dance le!
saturday's going to be a long long day.

prelim's knocking my door!
i dont dare to open it!
arghhh.
i have to start revising!
jieyi! stop procrastinating!!
hahaha. xD

2010-04-01T21:31:00.004+08:00

HAPPY APRIL FOOL'S DAY!!!
hahaha. :D

anyway,
yay! there's no school tomorrow!
i can have my sleep!! :D
have lots of homework but i am in holiday mood now.
my brain isnt working!!
help!!!
arghhh.
i'm going crazy!
i cant stop thinking about it.
i have to stop.
i have to stop.
i have to stop.
okay, i'm crazy! :/

'11.11? i doubt so.

2010-03-22T20:19:00.002+08:00

time flies.
holidays ended in just a blink of an eye.
olevels will soon be over in another blink right?

realise that i've got some homework undone in school so i chionged during recess.
i even did some during lessons.
haizz.
luckily i managed to finish them though. =P
then rehearsal for school annivesary.
quite smooth today but the curtains keep closing and opening
and i have to walk back and forth, trying hard to catch up with it.
so stayed until around 5++ then went home.

random:
you're beautiful is a wonderful show! :D

'i need help in amaths! D:

2010-03-15T14:38:00.003+08:00

friday;
meet-the-parents isnt that bad and scary as i have imagined after all.
blahblahblah.
i think i've made up my mind.
i'm gonna take combined science instead.
since i cant do well for pure and i'm not gonna take anything mathsy or sciencey in future,
it's better to drop and get better grades right? hahaha.
okay, i'm still not too sure yet. decide after prelim one. =P

saturday;
woke up 2pm! :D
church as usual.
there's lots of food today!
played the 12 triangle game.
didnt help much. i feel so bad.
then jiu xiang lai zhe ni.
super nice showww! :D

sunday;
children church.
ee khai so cute!!
but he never go classes today.
ahahaha, i love the kids. :D
okay, kind of random. hahas. xD
then transformers!
super super nice.
revenge of the fallen is even nicer.
i like bumblebeeee! :D
hahahaha.
went to bed at 11.
but only manage to fall asleep at around 12am+.

today;
woke up at 6.45.
didnt feel like i had slept at all.
quickly got ready and rushed to school.
i'm early today. :D
then english class is cancelled,
after 45mins of waiting.
lunched at koufu, somewhere in rivervale.
119-ed to compass and 87-ed home.
yay! gonna watch alive in wonderland with sixuan later!
excited. it's been long since i movie-ed.
hahaha.
okay, gotta get ready le.
:D :D :D

2010-03-10T20:15:00.003+08:00

i am going crazyyyyyyyyyyy.
I'VE GOT TWO F-NINES AND ONE E-EIGHT(if i'm not wrong) IN MY PROGRESS REPORT.
I AM GOING TO BE SO DEAD.
DEAD.
WORSE, MY MUM IS GOING FOR THE MEET-THE-PARENTS SESSION FOR THE VERY FIRST TIME IN MY ENTIRE LIFE.

super disappointed in myself.
it's not that i never study lorr.
why???
i can understand what i'm studying about and i know how to answer the questions but i just got them all wrong.
i'm just not cut out for maths and sciences.
haizz.
i have to buck up!
JIAYOUUUUUU! ---- hahaha. self motivation. =P

had dance today.
now that the instructor knows that i'm jieyi,
it's impossible to escape from her eye now.
been called by her like thrice today cos i did some steps wrongly and stuff.
haizz.
there's seriously nothing good in me.

i should smile more. :D

2010-03-08T20:07:00.004+08:00

got back most of the papers today except for chem cos mrs hay isnt in school.

i dont know how le la.
i failed my amaths real badly. 20 out of 100. how bad is that?
i also failed physics as badly. 12.5 out of 50. how great.
die. i dont know how i'm going to bring this across to my mum.
nevermind, i shall just leave it till the day i have to let my mum sign my progress report.
haizzz.
gotten 19/25 for ss. not bad. hahas. self comfort. =P
16/25. hmm. quite okay, considering i dont know how to do the first question.
17/25 for geog. hai hao ba. should have gotten better lorr.
65.5/110 for hcl. i hoped for at least a 70 though.
failed emaths by a few marks. this is utterly disappointing. the paper is EASY.
failed english by 3 marks as well. disappointed. i could have passed.
haizzz.

i have to do better next time.
gambatteeeeee! :D

2010-03-02T21:32:00.003+08:00

getting so stressed over chem and geog tomorrow.
tomorrow will be worse cos thurs's amaths and physics,
my worst 2 subjects placed together in a day.
DIE.
i keep worrying about amaths.
i dont know how to do trigo.
how???
i should be doing chem and geog now!
stop worrying about amaths just for today!
ahhhhhhhh!!!
haizzz.

'sorry.

2010-02-23T21:18:00.002+08:00

common test is coming sooon.
and i still thought there's still 2 weeks left before ct1.
haizz.
i'm obviously not prepared. i dont know which subject should i start from.
i am troubled nowadays. maybe the stress? or some external reasons.
i guess i'm just oversensitive afterall.

chocolates dont seem to work anymore.
D:

2010-02-15T21:33:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BELATED CHINESE NEW YEAR AND VALENTINES DAY!! :D

it has been long since i blogged.
starting from friday;12feb,
chinese new year celebration!
thanks for the little gifts minna!
lessons in the morning then concert.
after concert, i was supposed to rush home for a change of clothes.
did not manage to get home so i stayed in compass till around 2pm+ to meet with angela and shuyi they all.
obviously, i am the only one who wore uniform for class bbq.
arghh. so wierd lorr.
then i ate a little and rush back home after about an hour.
got ready for the concert.
dont know what to wear so i anyhow grab a top and a pair of jeans.
met up with church people at kovan and took mrt to esplanade.
hmmm. concert is great but i became tired at the second last song.
oops, sorry! =P
the last item is a surprise and it definitely woke me up. hahahaha. xD
then had supper at macs at somewhere near esplanade.
then went home at around 11pm+?
i dont remember what time.
fall asleep at 12am++.

saturday,
reunion lunch, steamboat! :D
was late for church even though service end in 45mins. sorry!
then homed, reunion dinner; steamboat again! :D
and watch tv.

sunday,
woke up early in the morning and got ready to go to some relatives' house.
steamboat plus a little barbeque lunch there at 11am+.
so early! but i didnt eat breakfast so hai hao.
then another house then another house.
collect quite alot of angbao today! hehhehh. :D
fall asleep at 7pm+.
arghhhh.
missed my tv shows!
i was just waiting for time to go by while lying on my bed but i fell asleep instead!
didnt manage to do some of my homework toooo.

monday,
i woke up at around 10am.
miraculously early for me. i had slept for around 15h if my maths didnt fail me.
did homework first thing in the morning.
so hardworking right? hahaha. xD
then went bai nian.
went to 3 houses today if i'm not wrong.
homed and slack then continue homeworking.
i did not complete 14.3, 14.4, 14.5 but i shall consider it done. =P

okay, i want to watch tv le. hehhhehh.

'why. why. why.

2010-01-29T21:29:00.002+08:00

there's so many many many tests next week!!!
7 subjects' tests gonna be packed all in one week!
i'm gonna die!
rawr.

so many homework today. but it's all a little bit here and there except amaths and emaths tys.
haizz.
i dont felt like doing!! D:
i need a rest. i want to sleep!
oh, speaking of sleep, there's flag day tmr!
meeting the others at compass bus interchange at 8am.
i need to wake up at 7!
aiya, at least it's one hour later than those five days. hahaha.

stayed back for class deco in these two days till the auntie chase us out of the school.
reached home at around 8. i missed 2 episodes of cruel temptation! D:

please dont give up on me.

2010-01-27T22:27:00.003+08:00

227th post!

was late for school for the 2nd time in 2010.
the stupid bus driver didnt see me flag the bus and just continue moving.
tai guo fen le lorr!!!
so in the end we take bus to hougang mall and then mrt,
hoping that mrt will help speed up.
in the end, still late.
so detention for 2h.
wasnt that bad. quite fun actually. hahas.
chionged up to dance studio at 5pm+.
everyone already left except for 3 people.
my attendance is marked a zero again.
rawr. D:
so did amaths with rose in the canteen.
sorry for keep bothering rose with my endless questions.
which is all in vain cos i cant remember what i'm doing le!
RAWR.
sorry ahhh, rose.
i'm gonna fail tomorrow's amaths test!
chapt thirteen is really yi qiao bu tong.
prepare to die.
DIE.
stayed till 7pm.
went to compass with yokeling, rose and sixuan.
bused. ate at 8pm+.
homework at 9pm.
was super super busy with homework nowadays.
i am very very tired now.
how i hope i can get sick then i can take some rest from schooling.
NEXT WEEK'S GONNA PACKED WITH TESTS AND TESTS AND MORE MORE TESTS!!
i want to die le la!! D:

'a gunshot or a loss of memory is all i need.
end it all; start all over again.

2010-01-19T22:11:00.007+08:00

"i was falling from the sky at 90 miles an hour, i was bound to crash and die.
save me from this place. i am falling. i've been waiting for you."

Save Me by Corrinne May.

2010-01-17T16:32:00.003+08:00

woke up at around 10.15am today and got ready for children church.
sixuan didnt go! D:
but it's okay, i still have vivian. right, vivian? hahaha.
EE KHAI IS SO CUTE!!
and i think he had a haircut. hahaha.
sadly, i found out that ee khai's not going to be in my class when we need to split classes.
rawr. i want ee khai! D:
hahas.

i invited vivian over to my house today since she has got nothing to do.
and she has seen how messy my house is. hahaha.
supposed to be helping my mum clean up the house but due to uncompleted homework, i cant. =P
i did help with the windows though.
been called shortie by my good sister cos i cant reach the curtains.
tai guo fen le. hahas.

seriously, i think there's something wrong with my voice.
something's stuck in my throat.
ever since i gulped down one spoonful of super hot soup accidentally down my throat.
rawr.

mentally and physically tired.
physically tired cos i didnt get enough sleep plus the pressure from tons of homework.
mentally tired cos i think too much and kept too much things to myself.
so much that i cant take it anymore.

2010-01-15T20:20:00.007+08:00

had amaths pre-requisite test yesterday.
was super stressed and nervous especially a few minutes before the test.
kind of late for the test. sorry. =P
the test was okay la. kind of straightforward but i still have some questions i dont know how to do.
i dont know how to do the last 3 questions which worth a total of 13 marks!
those questions are from chapt 11 which is the chapt i gave up on. haizz.
i also scared that i may have many careless mistakes and horr, what i think is correct would turn out wrong!
i really hope i can pass this test!
though i dont like maths and think that amaths is really ADDITIONAL maths and dont understand whats the use of studying extra maths, i really dont wanna drop amaths!
hahaha. it's kind of contradicting right? =P
ohyea, thanks everyone for the good luck and your tremendous support!
and thanks for believing in me! :D
aishiteru wa~ <3

woohoo! today half day lehh! to celebrate olevel results.
muahahaha!
actually planned to watch sherlock holmes then shopping today.
but then i spoil everything!
i'm so sorry everyone!
especially to angela, i'm so sorry! i know you wanted to watch sherlock holmes for a very long time le! sorry to crush your dream! gomenasai!
and jingrong, it's not your fault okay? it's me lorr. so dont think too much and get sad about it, kay? ((:

then sixuan came to my house for allen kun! :D
i missed allen kun already! hahaha.
okay, back to reality. i need to complete my homework! arghh. D:

i'm still thinking whether to take design or psychology.
hmmmmm.
aiya, wait till i pass my olevels first. hahaha. xD

'rawr.

2010-01-10T17:36:00.003+08:00

arghh. going to take chinese olevel result tomorrow!
i confirm wont get A1 one lorr. but then if i need to drop higher chinese, i'll break down.
how? i'm so worried now. i doubt i can pay attention to lessons tomorrow.
actually, now worry also no use. the result is already set. haizz.

first class of the year in children church today.
suddenly feel very unfamiliar with everything even though it's still like the same as last year.
and i still think that i'm useless.
i suddenly dont know how to communicate with the children. rawr.
i hate this me. rawr rawr rawr. D:

hoho. went nyp and tp's open house yesterday.
still deciding between the two. most likely tp cos got psychology. hahahas.
but then nyp got cosplay! hahaha. =P
the thing about tp is that it's too far away from my house.
rawr.

homework load is getting heavier though it's still the beginning.
i wonder how i'm going to cope in the next few months lorr. haizzz.

'too overwhelming. D:

2010-01-08T21:09:00.002+08:00

hoho.
i'm supposed to be doing homework NOW and yet i am typing this post.
anyway, i managed to survive the first week of sec four life!!
how surprising! hahaha! xD
there are loads of homework!
but i managed. thank God! ((:
now the thing that i'm worried about most is amaths test!
i havent do anything about amaths yet!!!!! how?!!
and coming on second, is chinese olevel results!
i know i cant get A1 but i dont want to drop higher chinese!!
why cannot get A1 then have to drop?!
unreasonable!!!! D:

went shopping in compass to look for birthday presents.
walk for super long time. it's so difficult to make decisions!
then i spent money again on food!
the durian pancake is super nice! ((:

need to wake up super early tomorrow for sec one orientation! D:
then we'll go to poly open house. :D
cant wait! hahaha. :DD

' SMILE :DD

2010-01-05T22:35:00.002+08:00

baboo.
it's 10.36 now. i'm supposed to be doing homework and yet am posting.

is it too late to make a new year resolution now?
i wanted to post it here so that i can remind myself. hahaha.
one. i have to start working hard towards olevels like now so that i will not regret in future.
two. stop thinking about other things and focus on work.
three. other than work, learn to relax a little too. xD
four. learn how to motivate myself to work.
five. spend lesser time online.
six. follow the pace of the teachers.
seven. got homework today? finish it by today.
eight. no tv until i finish my work.
nine. seek help when i need them. [sorry guys if you are the one. hahaha. =P]
ten. sleep!

phew. am i able to accomplish all those? it's like one year!
okay, i've decided that i shall only watch cruel temptation per school day then do my work till 11pm then sleep.
hope i am able to sustain it. hahaha.

ganbatte minna san! :D

2010-01-01T13:42:00.004+08:00

woohooo.
it's the 1st day of the year today!
once again,
shinnen omedato gozaimasu, minna!
have a fantastic year ahead! and lets work hard together and strive for the best!
forget about all the unhappy things in the year 2009 cos its 2010 now! hahaha.
lets create happy and unforgettable memories together in this new year! yay! hahaha.
and thanks those people out there for being there for me always! thanks! :D

anyway, had cell bonding on the 30th to 31st of december.
went to church only at around 8pm.
i wanted to reach at 7.30 de la. then i watch tv watch until 8. hahaha. oops. sorry.
then ehh, played some games then chatted until around 5am in the morning!
i had broken my last record of 4am! yay! hahaha.
couldnt wake up in the next morning for breakfast but in the end, i manage to wake up at around 10am.
brushed up and got ready for breakfast.
ate economic bee hoon! i was super full! haha.
then blablabla.
couldnt eat lunch cos of breakfast so ate sushi.
i long time no eat sushi le! i cant even remember when's the last time i ate! hahaha.
then around 3.30pm reach church.
I'M SO SORRY GUYS! we are late for half an hour! sorry!!! GOMENASAI!
then announcement of new cell next year.
ME AND SIXUAN IS TOGETHER!!!
YAY!!!
i'm so worried that i may not be able to take another blow if we are not together again!
hahas.
then blablabla.
dinner at kovan.
then blablabla, watchnight service.
WORSHIP IS GREAT! :D
yay yay yay! i want more! :D :D :D
hahahaha. i crazy le. xD
then countdown at the last few seconds.
AND ITS 2010!! hahaha. :D
everyone was like good luck of olevels. xuete, first minute of the year then worry about olevels le. haizz.
then the next minute, HOMEWORK!
i still have so much to do!!!!!!! i dont know how le la! DIE!
okay, i should be grasping time to do homework like now but i'm typing this post. hahaha.
oops. =P

okay, i need to go cook my maggi mee le. lunch eat maggi mee again! so sad. hahas.
okay, byebye.

2009-12-28T21:43:00.004+08:00

long time no post le. actually i got alot of things to say but then i lazy to type. hahaha.
i doubt that my blog frequently visited though.
hmmm.

saturday
woke up at 10am+, got ready and met up with sixuan cos we are going heartland mall.
met up with jingrong, jiawen, peishan, minyee and yokeling.
ate lunch at yoshinoya! so nice! i like 1 year+ never eat already lorr! hahas.
then we walked around. went to the arcade and played fo awhile. kind of crazy. hahaha.
then it started to pour! D:
we quickly met up with yokeling, jingrong and jiawen who were walking around heartland mall.
then we went macs and saw shuxian at mccafe!
so we bought somethings to sort of like support her.
she's really good at sales. in the end we shared mango smoothie, caramel something, walnut dont know what cake, dont know what coffee with whip cream. yay! it's so nice! hahaha.
super full.
after that we saw limin and her group of friends.
and we saw cheeyeo and becky.
hahahaha.
angela decided to come after her nap cos she just returned from cruise at 10am+.
so we waited for her and we made our way to church.
went there under the rain.
after fever still eat so much and even walk under the rain. hahahas.
finally reached, we were like half an hour late.
then blablabla. something bad happened which i dont know what to do. i tried but it doesnt seem to be of any help.
i'm so sorry jiawen! dont worry, i'll be there for you! ((:
so after that we went in the room for party.
gave and received presents.
talked and cleaned up and brought them back to kovan mrt station then me and sixuan went home together.
ohya, MY HANDPHONE SPOIL!!!! D:
ARGHH. no choice. have to use back my super old old phone.
my mum say i have to wait before i can get a new phone.
confirm wait for like maybe a year lorr. haizzz. D:

sunday
overslept!
was late for children church! D:
SORRY.
after children church, zonal lunch.
pizza, chicken wing, bread. ((:
i am super sian. sixuan say i look wu jing da cai.
i am very well aware of that but i dont know how to cheer up.
i'm very sorry for being so unenthusiastic.
am really sorry. GOMENASAI!
went home at around 4pm+.
then blablabla.

monday
dance!!
then lunch at yoshi again!
then home.

2009-12-20T21:26:00.006+08:00

wooohoooo.
just came back from another shopping trip with my mum and my sister.

woke up this morning at around 10.30am.
then children church ((:
we celebrated christmas today! :D
everyone was given a lightstick. not those that glows in the dark and fade out in a day, but one lightstick that works on batteries with this bunch of colourful thin sticks which i suspect is optical fibre.
when they switch off the lights everyone's lightsticks glows and it's super nice!
somehow, i suddenly like very gan dong and i am very very fascinated and i was like,
"SO BEAUTIFUL!".
okay, then after that wait for my mum then we set off to kovan mrt station to far east again! ((:
finally reached.
we walked around buying my mum's friends' de christmas presents and
I DID WENT BACK TO THE SHOP TO GET THAT WOODEN HORSE NECKLACE!
MUAHAHAHA!
walk around again. we kept walking around the same shops.
arghh. no matter how we twist and turn we keep going back to the same spot.
haizzz.
we bought many many things today! i even bought a bracelet at like $1++. ((:
after hours and hours of turning and shopping we went back to kovan for dinner.
then went home and tved.

'YAY! tomorrow i dont need to go to school. but got tons of homework!! D:

*另一种温暖

2009-12-17T23:06:00.004+08:00

217th post! hahaha.

went shopping today! ((:
woke up at around 10.15am today but i fall asleep so in the end woke up at 10.45.
i overslept! i'm supposed to go out of my house by 10.45!
anyway, i quickly make my way to dhoby ghaut, thought i was late.
in the end i am the earliest. okay, maybe not cos shuyi may be earlier than me cos she was waiting at another place. =P
then jingrong came then yokeling and sixuan.
angela overslept too so we went to plaza sing and walked around then we meet up with angela again then we set off to the take the red line.
discussed where to go, in the end alighted at somerset(dont know how to spell) then we walked around the streets.
after that we see any shopping mall we just go in and walk.
last station was far east plaza.
after that me and sixuan separated from the group for sometime cos we went to the toilet.
while finding the shop called bus stop at third storey, we got very lost.
we walked around the same level but we keep coming back to the same position where we started. in the end, we found out we are at the wrong level. hahahahaha! so funny.
then we laugh until super loud while making our way to the 3rd storey.
also spent much time finding the shop, finally found it and met up with the rest.
continued walking around and bought a necklace at $3.30.
I'VE ALWAYS WANTED THAT TYPE OF NECKLACE!
MUAHAHAHA! I'M GOING TO GET THAT WOODEN HORSE ONE THE NEXT TIME I GO.
hahahahaha. i go crazy le. pardon me. =P
then walked around this fashion. CLOSE DOWN SALE.
several tops are like $5 per piece!
super crowded. so many many people! close down sale mahh. hahaha.
yokeling bought 3 pieces. jingrong bought one. sixuan also bought one.
hahaha.
by the time we finally finished our shopping, it was already seven.
so squeezed into the train and went home and tved.

' my legs are so tired now. but i wanna go again, the next time with my mum and my sister. hahahaha! xD

2009-12-06T18:05:00.016+08:00

216th post! :D

so i woke up at around 10.15am today and got ready for children church.
EE KHAI IS SO CUUUUUTE!!!!
hahahahahahaha!
i'm going crazy.
i've been chanting this wherever i go then my mum say i should be sent to imh.
truly, i think imh has already prepared a nice room for such a potential patient. hahas.
anyway, we went hougang mall to buy furball's paper bedding. then kovan to buy some stuffs.
nothing much today but real tired somehow.
maybe cos i slept late last night. hahas.

we may be sitting in a circle, but i still feel not part of it.
everyone has someone they can depend on but i have no one, especially when i am there.
i know that i would be forgotten by anyone else easily, i know that i may not be approachable.
i am a stranger. i can't strike up conversations.
i know i know i know.
so what if i knew.
i still dont know how to deal with it.
i just dont know how.
i hate this.
sometimes i hope someone can hold my hand and walk with me.

2009-12-05T23:50:00.003+08:00

went to watch new moon yesterday in the afternoon with angela, jingong and jiawen.
and sorry for being late, minna! gomenasai!
anyway, we met up at dhoby ghaut station then made our way to the cathay to buy the tickets.
it was raining.
i dont really mind. i like rain. but i dont like rain when i'm making my way to school during school days. it's troublesome when i reach school. drenched and socks soaked but you can't do anything to it until you reach home after half a day.
okay, then ehhh, we bought the 3.50pm one, then went back to plaza sing again.
walked around and went to daiso to choose the presents jiawen and jingrong need to buy for the cruise thingy.
after that went back to cathay and bought popcorn large combo with angela's $1 off coupon.
4 of us shared so it isn't that bad. ((:
after advertisements, the movie finally started.
very very exciting and nervous in some parts where the werewolves and the vampires are fighting cos they are so fast and fierce plus the good sound system the theatre has.
i had my legs curled up and my bag hugged tightly. hahas.
the funniest part is where edward and bella are running in slow motion in some costume.
that scene look like some bollywood show. super funny! hahahas.
but, i think the funniest part is the ending.
the ending is stupid but it gives me the laughs.
it ends like this:
edward says, marry me.
bella goes huh?
then the screen black out and the theatre's light was switched on with no warning plus in a sudden right after bella says huh.
then the people in the cinema including ourselves go huh?!
then we all laugh together.
hahahahaha! okay, maybe it's not funny when i say it here but if you are there, it's really funny. hahas.
by the time we finished watching, it's already around 6+.
we parted at plaza sing cos angela and jiawen are going to eat dinner, so jingrong and me made our way home first.
so i reached home and tved.

'everyone has someone but i have no one when i am there.

2009-11-29T22:27:00.003+08:00

are you ready? pass it on!
wooohooo. came back from church camp this morning.

DAY ONE
woke up at 7.30am.
got ready and made my way to church.
found out me and sixuan and gloria in the same group! ((:
anyway, then we registered, took our name tags, went up to level four.
and shit, i forgot what we did after that.
anyway skip skip skip.
after lunch, amazing race.
travelled here and there. real tired!
i only remember that our first station is buangkok.
then have to play taboo at the game station.
they asked me to go be the one who hints cos we have to say it in chinese.
but i said no. i feel very bad but i think i'll feel worse if i go ahead cos i think i'll not be able to do it then in the end hai4 the group.
sorry!
ohyea, me and sixuan took the hanging brochure from the mrt and pasted the ezlink card sticker on our name card. it's so cute! hahaha.
then blablabla.
did not managed to finish all the stations though. but who cares?
we just want to have fun not win, right? xP
then erm, i think sermon then after that ohyea, bathing time.
balabo ehh! the queue super long then no time to bathe la.
then is like everyone bathed, sweet smelling and clean while i feel sweaty and smelly.
nevermind, after that we bathed after night games.
ohhhh, night games.
good there's no dirty games. there's wet ones and i want to get wet.
but then, we skipped the confirm get wet game and the wet game we played is not wet.
legs got wet though. hahas
then ehhhh, ohman, i really forget already.
after nightgames i think is lights out. hahas.

DAY TWO
woke up at 7.15am!
then breakfast then i forgot what.
ohhh. then do cp.
we are in charge of block244.
went hougang mall, bought the stuffs for party packs.
then packed them. real fast.
then after that give them out to the residents.
real fun. i want to do it again!! :D
it's really sad that many of the people are not at home cos it's a saturday afternoon though.
then after cp should be bathing ba. then i forgot what.
then after dinner holy spirit night.
i love the songs! :D
ehhhh, then cried like shit for some reason la. i dont know how to say. hahaha.
then felt much better after the prayer. ((:
after that, more worship!
jumped here jumped there, run here run there. really like pe. super tiring but real fun.
and i have to admit, i'm old already! D: hahahaha.
then did one symbolic thing at the level2 auditorium. ((:
then lights out.

DAY THREE
woke up at 7.45am.
then breakfast. then went for 2nd service.
very very sleepy. almost fall asleep during the sermon. =P
then took photos.
then pastamania!!
super yummy! :D
took 2nd helping. hahas.
then prize giving ceremony. then went home.

slept from 4pm to 8.
still have cca tomorrow!! D:
should i go or not? what if i collapse halfway through?
i dont feel really well actually.

ps. i want to camp again!! :D :D

2009-11-20T20:13:00.003+08:00

woohoooo. just came back from east coast park. super tiring!

woke up early this morning and took the train to buangkok to meet the others.
after that we boarded on the same bus as christine and huiping and we were on our way to east coast.
it's an one hour journey! i regretted not bringing my earpiece along with me. hahas.
we finally reached and found the perfect spot to settle down.
we played along the shore. allowing our legs to be crashed by the foamy waves.
ohyea, why are the waves foamy when it crashes onto shore?
i'm not really paying attention during geog lesson. hahahaha. xD
anyway, my shorts become super wet. kind of disgusting. we picked seashells too. ((:
then it began to rain a little so we moved our belongings and the mat into the shelter.
we chatted about some stuffs.
after a while, the drizzle stopped and we moved back to the sand.
and played with water somemore. :D
and my shorts became wet again. hahas.
not long after, it started to pour.
heavy rain just suddenly descend from the sky so we quickly moved our belongings back to the shelter again. this time, we shared with another group of people.
we are drenched from head to toe. and it's super cold especially when the wind blew.
yokeling came to meet us but it was raining so we asked her to wait for us at macs which later changed to burgerking.
at the shelter, the rain was blown towards us so that made us even more wet.
then, we came up with this fabulous idea.
we took our belongings from the mat and made the mat into a super big umbrella.
we have to hold the mat and ya, walk inside the mat.
it's super funny! especially when we are positioning ourselves with the mat over our heads at the shelter, i think the other group of people is laughing at us lorr. hahas.
so we walked for around 5mins-10mins to burgerking.
we were laughing all the way and our arms ache from holding the mat without rest.
it's super super funny! it's like a ghost in broad daylight just that it's blue in colour and it has legs. 7 pairs of legs to be exact. hahas.
ohya, sorry jingrong for spoiling your mat! gomenasai!
finally reached burgerking. was super tired from the walking and the laughing. was super wet. uncomfortable yet quite shuang. hahas.
in the end we made our way to macs.
bought doublecheeseburgermeal. very tong xin lehh! i forgot there's such thing as student meal!!!! RAWR. if not i would have bought studentmeal mcchicken or sth. then can save my money. haizzz. i'm so broke now. poor me. poor piggybank.
we are all super full so we walked all the way to parkway parade.
walked around in the mall. stopped by at cotton on.
vivian, christine, huiping and peixin they all are choosing their shoes to buy. it's 2 for $25. i'm not sure if it's counted as cheap or not. i'm very outdated. hahas.
and so the rest of us tried on the various shoes there. it's really really fun.
the black shiny heels is super super high and has a very small surface area for its heels.
i tried on and i cant even stand properly. same for the other one. and the other was better. it's black too and i like this pair of heels the most.
i still cant imagining myself wearing heels though. hahas.
then we looked around at the clothings and bused home.

i hope we can go out again! :D
and i realise, the month is ending soon. in like 2 weeks time?
and MY HOMEWORK IS UNDONE! I'VE NOT DONE A SINGLE BIT!
okay, maybe a single bit cos i only did my summary for movie review.
DIE DIE DIE. D:
someone motivate me to do my homework!!! haizzz.

ps. i love the rain. :D hahaha.

2009-11-17T21:56:00.002+08:00

had dance today after that graduation party for the sec4s :D
so, we prepared our presents and game for them and waited for them to come.

and they came.
so we ate and played and we performed for our beloved seniors.
then had heartwarming speeches and a great dose of laughter. hahaha.
thanks seniors for everything you have done!
i will miss you all de!!
i love you~~ <3

there's going to be meteor shower later at around 3-5am!
i'm going to stay up late! hehheh. ((:

ps. nightmares. :O

2009-11-16T19:32:00.002+08:00

woohoo. just came back from 2C outing :D

watched my girlfriend is an agent. it's super hilarious. i was laughing all the way through the movie. hahaha :D
the $6 is really worthwhile. i want to watch it again! hahaha. ((:
after movies, we went to vivo cos it's raining. ):
we went to the sky park and ate and played at the huge shelter.
after that we played with water! it's super super fun! :D
too bad i wear white so i'm like transparent. :O hahaha.
blablabla.

i hope we can hang out around soon! ((:

ps. hitori.

2009-11-13T23:17:00.001+08:00

muahahaha. today is friday the 13th.

hahaha.
i very wu liao. =P

ps. tomorrow need to wake up at 6am!! D:

2009-11-08T22:16:00.005+08:00

right, i did not feel nervous or tense at all for the olevels that is in two days time.
i'm not doing anything about chinese except for communicating in mandarin.
and the olevels is in two days time.
i wonder how am i going to sit for the exams rather unprepared.

so, as usual, i went to help out in children church.
i really love sundays. kids make my day. :D
raemond is so cute. he gave me a hug and held my hand while we make our way to the chapel.
it's so sad that ee khai went off the minute he came cos he was sick, according to sixuan.
ee khai is so cute! he look like the chibi version of yoonjihoo. so quiet and shy and cute. hahahas.
ohh, and wan zhi showed me her yoyo and her kaya bread. and she has a huge barney plushie in her barney bag. haha.
wesley asked me to draw the mrt station for him. this is a very difficult task.
so i just drew a rectangular train with a triangle at the end and a row of smaller rectangles as windows. then another long skinny rectangle at the bottom of the train as the trail.
to me, it's ugly but he seemed to be pleased. hahaha.
ohh, and i think his favourite colour is green cos he wanted the 'mrt station' to be green. and his shirt is green, bag's green and he chose his balloon green.
wanzhi saw the 'mrt station' i had drawn and requested to have it drawn on her worksheet too.
so i drew the same thing again just that this time, she wanted it blue.

after children church i went home to have lunch and got a call from my mama to make a trip to kovan to choose presents for her child care students.
then blablabla, was tired so i slept the minute i reached home.
woke up, worried a little while about homework and decided not to do in the end. i just dont felt like doing it now. it is such a wonderful sunday. xD i should not spoil it with homework. hahas.
then i watched tv. the devil wears prada. nice show. ((:
continued folding those straw stars for the student in my mama's childcare.
and i still need to draw a picture for the student cos she requested.
it was already dragged for almost a month already i suppose. (x

my sister pushed the fan and made it fall while she climbed on my bed to reach her bed.
and now she blames me for putting the fan too near my bed. hmph.

ps. shucks, there's cca tmr. i hope i am able to survive.

2009-11-07T23:42:00.002+08:00

oooh. the 208th post! muahahaha.

just had chill out just now.
i think i almost died.
played some games which i didn't really participate much. i dont know how to join in though.
then ate. i just ate on slice of pizza then i walk around like some outsider[sorry but in my point of view].
so i went back into the chapel and played a little while with baby esther.
she's so cute and chubby!
and she like the price tag more than the carebear. hahaha. (:
so i chose to just go home quietly. i noe i very bad la. sorry.
but then if i stay there i think i will really die.
and i'll miss my show at 7.30. hahas. xD

so i went home and managed to catch the show on time. but i missed a small part in front. hmph.

ohh, and thanks for those listening ears and advisors out there.
arigato gozaimasu! :D

ps. now i know, my phobia is loneliness.

2009-11-04T16:03:00.003+08:00

yesterday is an unlucky day.
firstly, i fell backwards as i tripped unto the drain while i'm moving backwards. i hurt my left arm. sharp pain after that i thought i'm going to break my arm cos there's this hole in my elbow i realise but i think i think too much cos my the other elbow also have. =P
after that i stomachache! rawr. so in the end never go cca.

anyway anyway,
i poned cca today. haizz.
i noe i very bad but i really really don't felt like going.
i ate lunch with angela and was worrying during the whole lunch.
she asked me not to think so much. i do agree. think so much also no use. but i can't help it lehh.
sorry to keep her sister waiting. and sorry angela for thinking with me too. sorry for wasting your time and your brain cells.
actually, since is i choose to pon one, i should just face the consequences. why must i keep worrying and stuff and think of excuses, blablabla, when i have the choice to go?
this is stupid. rawr.
i'm really a stupid person. and the wierdest person in the world.
wierd. wierd. wierd.
i hate this side of me.
stupid.
why didn't i quit during sec one? this is my greatest regret in my life. no offence dancers and maybe, teachers-in-charge.
but i feel really stress when i go for cca when ccas are supposed to be activities that we enjoy, something that we have passion in.
i don't really noe the particular reason why i don't like going for cca when actually it wasn't really that bad at all.
to be honest, i don't like the instructor. [no offence!]
i think it's cos i've been like scolded quite frequently during sec one and scolded here and there during sec2 and 3. (but getting scolded is also cos i did something wrong mahh.)
i don't like wearing dance tee somehow, other than being kind of small, but i don't like others to noe that i'm from dance when i'm not good at it at all.
i don't like saying that my cca is dance during introductions cos i'm so not good in dance plus the fact that i don't like cca.
(but then, it's also up to my choice whether i want to be good or not.
i didn't put in any effort in upgrading myself, being more flexible and stuff.)
so whats the problem with me?! whats the stupid problem with me?!
i guess the biggest problem is that i don't like my cca thats why i've been trying all my best to skip it and not wanting to put in any effort to do well.
okay, so after analyzing, the root problem is with me, me and me.
why must i be like that? why why why?!
its all my own fault for bringing myself into such state.
why must i be so quiet?! why didn't i try?! why didn't i put in more effort to impove myself?!
gosh, i think there's seriously something wrong with me.
i think i need a psychologist. seriously. i'm going crazy. no, i am already crazy.
i'm like thinking that i'm bad and stuff while thinking that it's all because of the instructor[no offence!]. is like i'm fighting with myself.
someone please kai dao me.
this is super crazy.

ps. save me!!~

2009-11-01T18:57:00.005+08:00

just went to almost everyone's blog in my list of links.
realise some things that i didn't noe at all.
i'm not really really close to her but she's hurting.
i dun noe if she'll be able to see it here but
jiawen, sorry for being to outdated. just want to let you noe that we are all your support.
so yea, cheer up! we all love you~~ hahahas. :D

sent me into thinking that, everyone has their own things that they worry about, things that hurt them. sometimes i know about it, sometimes not. sorry for not being able to know sometimes but for those i knew, i don't noe what i should do to save them from that monster that is going to swallow them into darkness.
i wanted to help. but i'm scared that i'll make it worse.
i wanted all my frens to noe that i'm always there. all ready to lend you my shoulder, a hug, a listening ear.
guess thats why i kind of want to be a psychologist. to help patients to get out of depression and stuffs. so that they can be happy, blablabla.
but the thing is, am i able to do it?
anyway, i really really hope that they can be saved.
i don't want any of my frens to think of those negative things.
i knew that these thoughts will drive them crazy and and.. okay, i don't noe how to say.
xP

okay, i shld get out of that sensitive topic now. hahas.
just now went children church then blablabla.
lunched with the zone ppl at s11.
ate duck rice. long time no eat already. hahas.
then tried the fuji apple drink. quite nice.
so full after drinking that. haha.
after the guys go play bball and the girls continued talking then we walk over to the cc opposite heartlandmall where they are playing bball.
the other cell is supposed to plan their cell outing but in the end, we didn't do anything la.
so the girls went home and the guys continue their game.
me and sixuan then went heartland mall to have a walk.
saw deborah at comics connection. ((:
so we spent quite a long time in comics connection. flipping through every poster. hahaha.
then i bought sugar cane juice and shared with sixuan.
walked past cc then saw the guys still there playing but we continued our way home anyway.
finally reached home, suddenly feel super tired but i don't felt like sleeping cos tomorrow need to wake up at, OMG, 6.45am!!!
after lessons still got cca!!!!
i'm going to die tmr. miss me people. hahas.

ps. save me tooooo~ hahaha. xD

2009-10-30T22:00:00.004+08:00

i'm so bored in school.
somehow, i suddenly feel i am so insignificant so, was super quiet and you noe, staring into space.

anyway, after that i went to compass to meet the dancers for the concert at 6.30pm.
bus 87 was full of ppl so i took 51 to hougang interchange then to waste time, i took 80 to compass.
okay, then i stood at the same position in front of the mrt entrance for more than an hour and saw yokeling.
we talked for awhile then sms came from charmaine that they are already at esplanade.
i was like !!!!!!!!!.
then i call tzeching and asked then in the end found out that i may be in the saturday slot.
but i thought i'm in the friday slot and i rmb i'm going with charmaine on friday? cos tmr i got church mahh. then very rushy. maybe i really rmb wrongly ba. hahaha. =P
anyway, after today's encounter, i dun felt like going to the concert anymore but ohwell, maybe i felt like going again tmr. hahas.
then i saw sixuan behind me at the bus queue.
bused and went to her house.
she cooked maggi mee for me, that maggi mee so nice!! hahas.
arigatou gozaimasu!! :D

ohya, sixuan, i dunno if u would be able to read this or not but i just want to let you noe that,
i noe that you are quite down recently. somehow, i can see that you are trying to keep it to yourself.
i really hope that i can share that burden with you. maybe, u should just cry it out. i will lend you my shoulder and i'll cry with you. i promise i'll always be there for you. and you noe that right?
just tell me anything and i'll try my best to help you. really.
aishiteru wa!! <3
shit, and now i felt like crying. hahas.

ps. insignificantly small.

2009-10-29T23:11:00.003+08:00

ooooh. i saw 11.11pm. someone's thinking of me :D
hope so though.

slacked in sch today but did lots and lots of chinese. ohwell, olevels coming, must chiong.
then went macs and chatted.
somehow, i was bored. i almost went crazy.
i think i did. just felt out of place so i kept staring into space.
i hope they didn't mind me. i'm just a wierd wierd person.

tmr is the last day of school but we have extended programme.
haizz.
ohman, my mum's nagging at me to shut down the com. D:

ps. SOS.

2009-10-19T00:28:00.009+08:00

2009-10-18T21:02:00.004+08:00

YAY! it's finally after exams!!
went for a movie on friday.
watch april bride.
it's based on a true story.
didn't noe that until the end of the ending song.
it's a really nice show. it's quite boring at the beginning but it's like a story of a normal person's life so it's understandable.
this day is also the first time i stepped into swensen. :D
did not eat anything but i kope from the others. hahas. sorry and thanks! xD
didn't realise it's already 7pm+ so i rushed home.
watched 法医X档案. it's a super nice show and i've been waiting for the encore for like years. hahas.
it started on 1am and ended at 3am. i first time sleep so late lorr. haha.
this case is about a guy who can walk out of his dreams to do what he want.
he killed his beloved in his dreams which means, in reality, the girl he liked was killed by an unknown person(which is this guy).
he didn't noe that until the end of the episode when he realises that he killed that girl's husband and did lots of stuff in his dreams which in reality he really did it. so one night, he jumped down the building because he thinks it's all his fault in his dreams.
in the end, he died on his bed with the injuries he had from jumping in his dream.
this episode makes me dun dare to sleep lorr. cos i scared someone might just walk out of his/her dreams then suddenly appear in my room and kill me. or i accidentally noe how to walk out of my dreams to harm ppl. hahas.

ytd went church as usual.
kind of boring but it's always been like that for my case.
thks vivian that she talked to me and lend me her care bear. :D
sunny is so cute! hahahas.
then watched tv and sleeeep.

woke up this morning at around 10am and rushed to church.
i had to take care of two kids today. one who kept crying for his mummy, the other girl sensitive to noises.
both of them are okay and the girl kept talking to me about some random stuffs which i just smile at her or keep nodding my head. she kept asking me if there's drama today and say she's scared cos the person in the drama will bite her.
i kept comforting her and stuff, hold her hand to make her feel safe and let her sit on my lap as she requested a hug.
kids always make my day. hahahas. they are so cute and fun. :D

ermm, yupp, thks for all the advices and comforts and thanks for those listening ears out there.
thanks thanks thanks. i'm much better now and i noe that you all are just right beside me. :D

ps. i dun want ---!! D:

2009-09-29T20:16:00.002+08:00

hoho. specially posted this for yokeling!! :DD

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!
OMEDATO GOZAIMASU!!

a hug is worth a thousand words. a friend is worth more. <3

2009-09-26T19:29:00.007+08:00

woohoo. the 200th post. :D

just came back from church.
i noe it's boring and irritating to read my posts as it's mostly about how i felt during saturdays and it has been always the same things. i'm really sorry for that but i think i shld type it out since i dunno how to tell anyone.
sometimes i really hope that anyone can just take notice of me.
someone did talked to me today and i am really happy. just a simple 'hi', i'm contented. really. but i just dunno how to react to the 'hi's.
i'm really affected by this loneliness that i felt everytime i'm there.
i guess i deserve it since i just dun dare to talk to anyone.
i'm just a loner and antisocial. no one will want to talk to me.
i noe that they tried. so i've knew that it has always been my problem. i bring all these stupid things to myself.
heavy heart, empty hole. my heart so filled with negative thoughts that i can really feel that my heart is sinking. though my heart was filled up, it's empty. a hurricane named loneliness just swept everything away leaving destruction behind. i can't clear them up. it's too difficult for me. i yearned for someone to help me, but there's no one.
i'm useless and unnecessary. everytime i would think that it's better for me not to be there. it won't make any difference even if i'm not there. no one might even ask why. i may not be able to answer that question though.
stupid me just dun dare to anything. stupid me just dunno what to talk about. stupid me just hate that kind of feeling. stupid me just dun want to go for anything thats related to them cos i'm afraid. i just dun have that courage to face it again.
she told me to tell them honestly how i felt. but i can't. there's nowhere i can pluck out some courage to do that. even if they asked, i dunno how to say.

ps. exams coming. i'm not prepared.

2009-09-19T23:18:00.002+08:00

muahahahaha. blogger's back to normal! YAY.
okay, i shall pao qi my livejournal for awhile. hahas. i so bad.
anyway,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JINGRONG!!! :DDDDD

and also, happy birthday hu ge! hahas.

ps. depressed.

2009-09-11T22:07:00.000+08:00

hello.
had chged to using livejournal.
here's the link:
http://br-okenstring.livejournal.com

2009-09-02T21:20:00.001+08:00

blogger still have this serious problem. hope it's solved soon.

is already in holiday mood but still nid to get up early to go to sch.
i had been slacking right from friday till today.
just that i managed to complete Amaths ex8.1 just now.
anyway, i went back to primary on monday. met up wih pri sch frens and walked around the sch and looked for teachers together. really missed them alot. i hope i can see them soooon. :D
the teachers dun really recognise me and there's one teacher whom i dun recognise.
hahas. sorry ehhh, but i know that she's my CME teacher i think on 2004 or sth.

after that me and sixuan went hougang mall with maynard.
but he disappeared halfway when he said he wanted to go popular first.
we walked around for awhile and went home since sixuan got tuition.
then tuesday went to cut my hair with sixuan and spent more than an hour in the salon.
hahas.
then we went for lunch and went home cos sixuan got piano lesson.
i am supposed to be revising for EOY from now on but then i just dun have the motivation to study.
in the end i slacked the whole day, basically doing nothing at all or just walking up and down the house.
such a waste of time. haizz.

ps. SIAN.

2009-08-29T22:53:00.000+08:00

no offence but i really dread saturdays.
rawr.

anyway, went to yokeling's house this morning.
actually i was only there to be extra la. hahas.
super sian at first and yupp, thks for the concern cos i was actually stoning like how i did that time.
gomenasai!
then i helped in their board and stuff and ate and went church.

i dun noe that at first and i just naturally put up that kind of face during cell and
i really feel sorry about it if anyone of you misunderstand or what.
gomen once again.
saturdays became a bore and i dun really look forward to saturdays anymore except for more sleep and tv.
haizz.

today went up for alter call and was rather nervous when pastor daniel came and prayed for me.
thats the first time lehh. hahas.
then he hold my hand and i grabbed my own hand so tightly. hahas.
after that he prayed and stuff and he mentioned that i've always been doubting myself.
yupp, i have super low self confidence and i always doubt if i can do this and that or not and i think that i have nothing good in me at all.
thats really like bullseye so i like cry for abit and then at the end of the prayer he hugged me for awhile and
auntie ivy hugged me again. then chingyee prayed for me again then i went back to my seat.
then cell then went home.
chatted with sixuan until 8.15pm before we parted and went home. hahas.

i watched the mj concert in chnl 5. heal the world is a super nice song. :D

i'm so bored now. RAWR!!
pls entertain me. =P

ps. paiseh for wierd english again. xD

2009-08-26T21:51:00.000+08:00

hoho! exams had finally ended!! :D
i think i gonna fail la. D:
i kept thinking that today is friday and i'm already thinking what tv programme to watch till midnight then i realise that tmr still nid to go to sch.
i'm already in holiday mood le lor.

tmr, friday and sat have dance lehhh!!!!
RAWR!!!!
SATURDAY LEHH!!!
MY PRECIOUS SLEEEEEP!! hahas.
haiz..

ps. gonna buck up for EOY.

if u want the rainbow, you must put up with the rain. --D. Parton.

2009-08-19T18:51:00.001+08:00

194th post. hehe.
went to sch as usual and then lessons. blablabla.
there's so many homework today. rawr.
common test is coming and i have not study anything at all yet.
going to study tonight for ss.

my stupid sis say i never study and always use computer.
pls lor, like she exam period never use like that.
then she say she use com but got study but i nv.
can't she just see my pile of homework, undone?
yea, i've been using the com everyday for at least 2h.
but i did not watch any tv programme lehh! this is a very serious problem for a tv addict like me.
why can't she just let me use for that 2h?? is not that i dun let her use right??
balabo!! RAWR!!!

ps. why must we study?? hmph.

2009-08-14T20:54:00.002+08:00

yupp. blogger's still having a wierd problem in posting. hmph.
anyway, just wanna thank everyone today for allowing me to have such a great birthday. :D
thanks for the prezzies and cards and birthday wishes. and birthday song too.
i dunno how to express my gratitude but i am really gan dong. hahas.

ARIGATOU GOZAIMASU, MINNA! :DDD

the real bad thing is that my family jing ran forget that today is my birthday.
my sis saw the dog that verna, chinbee and michelle gave me and she carry it around with her since then.
then she never say anything later.
my father saw the gifts also but then he never really say anything and continue to watch tv.
then after that my bro saw the gifts then say 'woah. so many things.'
then he say 'oh. it's ur birthday today. happy birthday.' and gave me a handshake.
my mum came back home from work and saw the gifts too and had the same reaction as my bro.
she even thought that i bought those things. she saw cards and a board. zai shuo she nid to deco the noticeboard in the childcare she's working in. then she ask me if i can give her. i was like 'huh?!'
then she say 'oh! it's ur birthday today hor. sorry, sorry. gai tian zai bu gei ni.'
i was like '!!!'
but i never say anything. i can understand that she's really busy cos she nid to juggle her time between her part time job and housework but nan mian feel abit sad.
haizz.
anyway, my bro say he's treating me kfc(actually the whole family including himself la) so i felt much better. ((:

ps. thanks again everyone.
paiseh, my english today abit wierd wierd de. xD

the Lord will fight for you; you need only to be still -Exodus 14:14

2009-08-09T21:27:00.001+08:00

after ytd's service, me and sixuan went camping plus bbq at pasir ris park along with our mamas' cell.
reached there and ate and then played wth sand.
then we walked along the coastline. and we saw a jellyfish. alive.
the transparent body is still moving and its tentacles are short and thick. we then thought it's a baby jellyfish. it's being washed almost to shore and the currents made it overturn again and again.
after that the jellyfish might went back to find its mummy after the tide is higher.
we also took fresh seaweed from the waters near the shore and asked the adults if it can be eaten.
oneof the china guy say it can be eaten and this kind of fresh seaweed is sold at his hometown in an expensive price. then he ate the whole piece of seaweed in front of us.
we are stunned but also wanted to try.
so we went to take another one and try a small piece.
it's salty and it taste like seaweed that we eat in those packets.
it super fresh i might say.
hahas.

we want to go night cycling but our protective mothers dun allow. we are super pissed but there's nothing we can do though.
after that we cuddled into a tent but it is super stuffy and hot so we lie on the grass patch laid with a huge plastic bag.
it's not very windy and the tide is very high.
we watched the sky as the moon moved it's position from time to time. we fell asleep at around 3am and woke up at around 6am.
i was woken by the cries if a bird. we planned to watch sunrise but there are too many clouds so there's nothing we can see.

wanted to sleep when i get home but gotta go songjie's house to cook for tonight's dinner.
and i missed my bof special show. D:
anyway, we cooked and played wii. it's nice. ((:
after that we went for prayer walk.
it's super tiring.
but then i was sent after that to collect satay for the cell along with vivian. in an hour's time, we are still half way thru the queue.
ppl from our front and behind chged shifts but none of our cell members came to help us. my legs is going loose and i haven't even eat yet.
we gave up in the end and went to eat.
ohya, thks for those who gave us food when we are queuing up for satay. :D

then blablabla.
and we went home.

ps. decided.

2009-08-07T22:00:00.001+08:00

is there something wrong with blogger or with my computer?
i can't upload any pics. hmph.
today is national day celebration and main event is nc talent quest. :DD
woohoo~~~ yokeling got 3rd in solo category! :DDD
i think that she shld get 2nd lor. hahas.
yokeling! congrats and u really did well! i love ur voice. :DDDD
and the person who got first in solo category is a boy from sec one.
his voice is super high pitched and he's so cute. HAHAHAHAHAs.

anyway, after the concert ended. we planned to hit the movies.
we went separate ways; some to compass point, some going back home and i'm one of the go back home one cos i hate wearing sch uniform to the public.
then surprisingly, i reached amk hub almost on time and met shuyi, jiawen and mandy at subway.
then angela came then the rest came.
we've got almost 10ppl who are going to watch harry potter.
we also met wanling and shehwa in the same theatre. ((:
harry potter is quite good la. but then i quite confused cos i forgot whats the story about in the previous movie so i kept asking mandy about why this happen and what is it and who is this.
sorry mandy if u find it disturbing or sth. i also ate alot of ur chips. i was addicted. it's so nice. thanks and sorry once again.
i felt so bad today cos we forgot to buy tickets for jiawen. and we even bought couple seats somemore cos we are in even number.
i'm so sorry jiawen! GOMENASAI!!!

then we went to find dinner. and in the end, it's quite late already.
then i came back home.
ate maggi mee with my papa. then ate longan with my mama after dinner and now i'm getting so thirsty.
hahas.

ps. i am still considering..

2009-07-25T20:11:00.001+08:00

the forgotten.

2009-07-22T16:36:00.004+08:00

there's some major problem about this posting thing. rawr.
anyway, had olevel listening compre just now. i didn't noe that listening compre is broadcasted on symphony 92.4fm until the dj announced that.
i really love the music. i like classical music expecially in such a nervous atmosphere. it will be good if oral could be like that too.
candidates can be hold in a room filled with soothing calm music.
then when it's ur turn, u move to another room.

listening compre was not bad at all.
but i had an answer different from others and that is qn 6.
almost everyone i've asked put the answer C but i put it as B.
i had already shaded C at first but changed my answer to B.
haiz.

there's ss essay test tmr!
haven't study at all yet.
i'm going to die. DIE.

failed my chem test by 5 marks.
teacher is super angry as only 24 out of 43 ppl passed the test.
those who failed have to copy the answers plus workings five times.
lucky i had finished that in sch if not i may not have time for ss and maths.

solar eclipse occured just now in the morning but it does not affect singapore.
it's such a pity. D:
it's like 500 years once and we can't experience it. D:

ps. happiness is nothing more than good health and a bad memory. -Albert Schweitzer

2009-07-17T19:16:00.002+08:00

took these quiz from jodi's blog since i'm so bored.

ABC About You Questions:

A - AVAILABLE: unanswered. xD
B - BIRTHDAY: 14 august
C - CRUSHING ON: celebrities counted? hehheh.
D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD: pokka green tea.
E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: myself. hahas.
F - FAVORITE SONG: no preference.
G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS: gummy bears. they are cuter. hahas.
H - HOMETOWN: singapore, hougang.
I - IN LOVE WITH: everyone i know. :D
J - JUGGLE: 2?
K - KILLED SOMEONE: i kind of killed my hamster last year. D: D: D:
L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: bus ride counted? it's the coach from SG to KL.
M- MILKSHAKE FLAVOR: vanilla. thats the only milkshake i've drank before. =P
N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: 2.
O - ONE WISH: can i have one more wish please? :D
P - PERSON YOU CALLED LAST: i dun remember.
R- REASON TO SMILE: just smile as i like.
S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD: 孤单心事
T - TIME YOU WOKE UP: 6.05am
U - UNDERWEAR COLOR/PATTERN: ehhhhh.
V - VEGETABLE(S): no veggies for me please! xP
W - WORST HABIT: repeating myself automatically i think. =P
X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD: once i suppose. when i had sth wrong with my lung when i was very little.[i just came to know about it this year. ><]
Y – YOYOS ARE: cool. hahas.
Z - ZODIAC SIGN: dog! :D

Random Questions About You:
Spell your name without vowels: jy. just my initials.
What color do you wear most? white.
Least favorite color? hmmm. dull colours?
What are you listening to? songs.
Are you happy with your life right now? not really. too much tests and exams. i'm going berserk.
What is your favorite class in school? it had always been art or music(not LE) but now, recess?When do you start back at school/college? ehhh. dun remember.
Are you outgoing?: nope. sadly. D:
Favorite pair of shoes?: my white sandals which i had worn only for 2 times cos i scared i dity it.
Can you whistle?: no. ):
Write with both hands? right hander but gonna try left hand. ((:
Walk with your toes curled? thats painful.

THE DO'S:
Do you believe there is life on other planets? yea.
Do you believe in miracles? yea.
Do you believe in magic? no. but they still fascinates me. hahas.
Love at first sight? maybe.
Do you believe in Satan? maybe?
Do you believe in Santa? maybe.
Do you know how to swim? erm.. nope but jieyi style, maybe. hahas.
Do you like roller coasters? YEA. even though i've only ride kiddy roller coasters before.
Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows? if i could eat them too, i'll definitely go for it.

THE HAVES
Have you ever been on a plane?: yes
Have you ever asked someone out?: yes.
Have you ever been asked out by someone?: yupp.
Have you ever been to the ocean?: yeea.
Have you ever painted your nails?: yes. only transparent ones for me.

THE WHATS:
What is the temperature outside?: i dun noe. warm?
What radio station do you listen to?: 933fm.:D
What was the last restaurant you ate at? i dun rmb. it's been a long time.
What was the last thing you bought?: pokka green tea.
What was the last thing on TV you watched?: 肥田喜事 last night.

THE WHOS:
Who was the last person you IM'd?: what's IM'd?
Who was the last person you took a picture of?: i forgot.
Who was the last person you said I love you to?: i don't know.

CRYING SECTION:
Ever really cried your heart out? yea.
Ever cried yourself to sleep? sometimes i cry cos of my dream. haha.
Ever cried on your friend's shoulder? nope.
Ever cried over the opposite sex? nope!
Do you cry when you get an injury? of course
Do certain songs make you cry? yea.

HAPPY SECTION.
Are you a happy person? maybe?
What can make you happy? anything. food is good enough. ((:
Do you wish you were happier? yea.
Can music make you happy? of course :D

LOVE SECTION.
How many times have your heart been broken? nope.
Have you ever loved someone so much that you'd die for them? yea. my family members and close friends? xD

LOOK AT ME.
What is your current hair color?: forever black. i'm not going to dye.
Current piercings?: ear.
Have any tattoos?: not. ever.
Eye color? it should be black too.

IN A BOY:
Favorite eye color: i don't know.
Short or long hair: better to be short.
Height: a head taller than me. then my head will be at his shoulders. haha. ((:
Best clothing: i don't know.

HAVE YOU EVER
Been to jail: never ever.
Mooned someone: mooned?
Laughed so hard you cried: of course
Cried in school: yea.
Thrown up in a store: mrt, yes.
Done something really stupid that you still laugh at today: many.
Gone skinny dipping: ehhhh?

THIS OR THAT
Pepsi or Coke: pepsi.
McDonald's or Burger King: mcdonalds.
Single or Group Dates: dunno.
Chocolate or Vanilla: both.
Strawberries or Blueberries: strawberries.
Meat or Veggies: meat and a little of veggie.
TV or Movie: TV!!! movie is good too. :DD
Guitar or Drums? both.
Adidas or Nike: not very sure.
Chinese or Mexican: chinese?
Cheerios or Corn Flakes: corn flakes
Cake or Pie: both are equally nice.

2009-07-17T15:58:00.005+08:00

flunked my chem test.
so depressed.
i totally dunno how to do the WHOLE paper.
and i even forgot the most impt formula!
and then, i died.
i went berserk and giving up on the paper.
i'm failing for sure. 0 marks.
the first person in history to get 0 marks for test.
prepare to see the teacher and get asked why i fail so badly
and get remedials and stuff.
i think i'm going to sink into serious depression.
i get so depressed easily even though the encouraging side of me kept comforting my depressed side of me.
why must we have tests and exams?!

okay, i shld get more optimistic.
O-T-I-M-I-S-T-I-C, please.

haizz.

ps. "choose a job that u like and you will not be working for the rest of your life." quoted from tv mobile a few months ago.

2009-07-15T20:45:00.003+08:00

totally screwed my oral today.
i needed far too many many prompts and the two teachers looked super solemn.
the one that asked me the qns gave me a feeling that i had answered unneccessary things to the qns.
i hate exams!
i hate it!
RAWR~~

tmr have binomial test!
scared i fail.
hehe. i miraculously passed my emaths test by one mark. LOL.

ps. good luck to me. xD

2009-07-10T18:26:00.002+08:00

it's been quite a long week.
boring lessons and stuff.
just had maths test just now. it's not very easy and yet not very difficult.
hahas
i hope i can pass this test. i had not been passing any maths test, whether it's E or A maths, not even twice(there's once. hahas)

arghhh!
next wed o'level chinese oral!
xuete. i'm not prepared.
i'm so dead.
i scared i fail oral.
i scared my o level chinese overall get B3 and below.
if i suay suay get B3 and below, i cannot take higher chinese next year!
RAWR! i dun want to give up higher chinese! i've been doing higher chinese for almost 9 years. i dun want to quit it like that.
getting abit stressed and nervous now.
i'm going to take the oral soooon and i'm the last one in my group!
so scary~
hahas.

ps. dun get depressed so easily, look at the brighter side.
but is there a brighter side?

2009-07-07T21:50:00.001+08:00

happy birthday my beloved kim bum!!!
ahhhhh! so cute! hahahahahas. :DDD

2009-07-05T10:08:00.011+08:00

long time no post. it's not that i never use com but i dun noe what to post about.
just went for a morning walk to church with sixuan.
it's her birthday today.
hope she have fun! :DDD
HAPPIE BIRTHDAY! aishiteru wa` iloveyou` woaini` sarang hae yo`

special song dedication to sixuan,
[copy and paste this url first! :D]
http://www.imeem.com/people/LLFSuJ/music/Hj6p4EXA/jin-tian-ni-yao-jia-gei-wo/

今天你要嫁给我

春暖的花开带走冬天的感伤
微风吹来浪漫的气息
每一首情歌忽然充满意义
我就在此刻突然见到你
春暖的花香带走冬天的饥寒
微风吹来意外的爱情
鸟儿的高歌拉近我们距离
我就在此刻突然爱上你
听我说
手牵手跟我一起走
创造幸福的生活
昨天已来不及
明天就会可惜
今天嫁给我好吗
*rap*
夏日的热情打动春天的懒散
阳光照耀美满的家庭
每一首情歌都会勾起回忆
想当年我是怎么认识你
冬天的忧伤结束秋天的孤单
微风吹来苦辣的思念
鸟儿的高歌唱着不要别离
此刻我多么想要拥抱你
听我说
手牵手跟我一起走
过着安定的生活
昨天已来不及
明天就会可惜
今天你要嫁给我
听我说
手牵手我们一起走
把你一生交给我
昨天不要回头
明天要到白首
今天你要嫁给我
听着礼堂的钟声
我们在上帝和亲友面前见证
这对男女现在就要结为夫妻
不要忘了这一切是多么的神圣
你愿意生死苦乐永远和她在一起
爱惜她尊重她
安慰她保护着她
两人同时建立起美满的家庭
你愿意这样做吗
Yes I do!
听我说
手牵手一路到尽头
把你一生交给我
昨天已是过去
明天更多回忆
今天你要嫁给我

i've been feeling so depressed easily nowadays when there's anything that concerns about church.
i wonder if they even noe that i exist. and i'm right there.
i really hate this kind of feeling. i just dunno how to speak.
i dunno how to communicate with them.
i just nid someone to talk to me first.
i'm just this kind of person. i just dunno how to talk to them first.
this personality of mine makes me so anti social and maybe despised by ppl.
i dun like bondings or shld i say, i hate bondings.
bondings make me even depressed. i've always thought bondings can bring me closer to the others.
but yet i think i'm even more invisible.
they said only those usual ppl went for bondings so abit no point.
but then in cell already felt so lonely, how am i going to have the courage to go for bondings?
i dun think anyone will noe how i felt.
i think they just think that i just dun like to socialise with other ppl and talk to other ppl first. and is that i dun want to talk first.(no offence. sorry!)
right, i do admit, i dun dare to talk to other ppl first. but NO ONE seems to be approachable.
everytime i hope i can try to talk to other ppl first and other ppl can talk to me.
even if they ask me a question, any stupid question, i will get so overjoyed cos i noe i'm visible in their eyes. but such things dun seem to happen.
i felt so out. an outsider. an invisible person. a ghost.
how i hope i can get out of such state. but it seems so impossible, so far away.
i hate it. I H-A-T-E IT.
i'm losing the war with MR. DEPRESSION and MR. LONELINESS.
no one's there for me. no one's with me to fight them. i'm all alone. i'm losing.
i nid help. i nid support.
i just nid someone..

ps. nobody(church ppl) will remember me even if i disappear. D:

2009-06-20T20:23:00.003+08:00

just finished watching code geass: lelouch of the rebellion R2.
and i cried like shit. lelouch died in the end.
he's so WEI DA!!! omg. D:
lelouch is so shuai! i dun want him to die! ):
if he dies, that means there won't be a season 3. D:
D: D: D:

there's cell bonding today. i wonder if they had fun.
i hope they have.

went for cip work.
it's an activity organised for parents' appreciation day.
we are there as volunteers.
met together at kovan mrt station at 11.15am.
then mrt to circle line to bishan then red line to braddell.
we looked for onepeople.sg(it's a building for your info.)
then we helped carry tables and chairs and arrange them properly.
then we went for lunch. i just bought one double cheese burger in macs and a bottle of crysanthemum tea.
after lunch, we went back to help.
our job now is play with the kids.
i like kids but i dun really noe how to talk to them.
the them are kids 4-6 years old i think.
they speak language that we don't noe and they dun understand english too.
some speaks but in malay. just some language barrier.
i took care of 2 kids. a boy and a girl.
i asked for their name. the girl ignored me and the boy said sth.
but, i didn't catch anything cos he speak too soft and it's a malay name.
then i sort of like teach them to colour.
the girl simply just ignored me even though she kept looking at me.
she took out one colour pencil and drew a dot on the colouring page, then she put back the colour pencil and take out another one and draw a dot again and the cycle goes on.
the boy did followed me in colouring at first but later he got distracted by another group who were playing. i asked him if he want to continue colouring but he said he want to play.
in the end we were moved to another room and the boy disappeared.
so i bought the girl and helped her up a chair and we continued colouring.
after that she kept turning behind, looking at a boy's colouring page.
after that i think she was taken away by her sister who is also playing there.
then the boy behind stood up and i forgot what he said but i asked him to sit beside and colour.
-i noe it's bored to just colour but they are just 4 year old kids. and there's nothing they can do-
he followed me colouring. and whenever i said a colour after i pulled out a colour pencil, he followed saying what i said.
he's so cute. even though he's malay but he noes english.
but later on he kept asking me for sweets so jingrong helped me look for a lollipop.
after that he finished the lollipop he wanted crackers and jingrong helped me take again.
thanks jingrong! (x and sorry for bothering you.

another boy that jingrong is taking care is chinese.
he was really one talkative boy.
he sits beside me and kept taking colour pencils from me so he sort of talked to me too.
he kept saying that he studied alot at home and stuff. and said that he coloured nicely when the lion was like one patch of blue and another patch of green and another patch of red.
he's so cute. lol.
then everything ended and i was so tired.

we went back to the main place where the activity runs.
we looked at what they are doing then there's food.
we served and then ate.
then we packed up and went home.
it's quite a fruitful day.
had fun. :D

ps. lelouch is super shuai! :D hahas.
i want to watch absolute boyfriend. i like the robot. he's my li xiang qing ren. hahas. :DDD

2009-06-17T11:11:00.002+08:00

had fever for 1 day 1 night.
then ytd went shopping with yokeling, jingrong, vivian, mandy.
went fareast and walked for almost 3h+ i think.
i nv buy anything there.
then met with yokeling's sister and followed her to takashimaya.
quite far away from fareast and we have been walking non stop for 3h+.
it's quite tiring.
then walked in takashimaya for about 1h++.
nth to buy cos it's all branded goods.
then we went bugis. and vivian went home.
we walked bhg for awhile then went bugis street.
walked for 2h+ and bought a long silver necklace with a music symbol.
$3.30.
is it expensive?
oops.
reached home at around 8pm.
it's super late.
haha.
ate and watched tv.
then used com for about an hour, watching code geass.
lelouch very shuai!!! :DD

ps. I DON'T WANT TO GO!!!
am i really trying to escape the uncomfortable reality?

2009-06-11T14:03:00.005+08:00

i've wasted the whole day ytd to finish up the olympics essay.
which means i've used the com from morning till night.
first time leh, i hope my short-sightedness won't get worsened.

had been watching code geass.
lelouch is super shuai. :D
watch 15 episodes. quite interesting.

just found out cell bonding's at 20-21 june.
i dun noe if i shld write it here but, i really dun felt like going.
actually, i dun like going to any cell bondings.
who would like to go cell bondings when she is all alone?
i had been complaining to my friends.
i noe i'm bad.
it's quite difficult to get them to church now.
maybe partly cos of my complainings.
but some who had went before, don't like it at all.
i used to love going to church.
i think it's fun and stuff and i thought i had really nice friends out there.
but somehow after i am separated from sixuan,
i don't talk to them anymore, i'm closed in my own world.
i always hoped cell discussions can end quickly.
going to church is like a burden to me now.
i've become so bad.
my attendance is always 100%.
but now, even though sixuan is in a different cell
and her not going to church doesn't matter much,
i still skipped church.
way before we were separated, i don't mind going alone.
gosh.
i going crazy.
i hate saturdays except for 9.30pm onwards (cos of boys over flowers. haha.)

ps. kimbum very shuai!! :D

2009-06-08T19:38:00.003+08:00

me and yokeling just ended our msn conversation.
we talked about kimbum and we kept laughing like shit.
LOL.
so i had a sudden urge to post pics of him.
i had 70+ pics of him but i'm just going to post 4 for today. :D
i going crazy! hahas.

ps. he's too cute to be true! gaeul and yijung are a perfect match! i hope they can be together in real life. hahas. :D

2009-06-06T16:20:00.006+08:00

long time no update.
and my blog's so dead.

FRIDAY;;
went to swissotel for usher briefing at night.
we just slot in tags and got allocated to which place we will be positioned when the actual day comes.
went home at 9pm+
reached home at about 11pm.
it's super scary to go home at night all by myself but luckily sixuan talked to me on the phone so i felt a sense of security.
prepared my outfit for tmr and listened to 933fm and went to sleep.

SATURDAY;;
today went ushering for national scholar summit.
i think it's some certificate presentation.
it is for those who have 8As and above in their A-levels.
even though we never really do anything, but we are super tired and our legs hurt.
we went to peishan's house first.
i was late cos i last min finding things.
sorry for being late! D:
then angela had her shoes borrowed from peishan cos she dun have covered shoes.
then we took bus to hougang mall and took mrt to cityhall.
walked for last then 5 mins, we reached swissotel.

then was surprisingly chosen to partner with vanessa to usher the VIP.
but we would have to stay till 7pm.
but i somehow rejected it cos i nid to go to church(even though i did not go in the end cos i was super tired.)
i really feel very sorry cos she would be alone till 7pm.
sorry vanessa!

waited for the time to pass and went to our allocated places.
in this case, me and jingrong is stationed at the entrance of the raffles city shopping centre, exit/entrance of cityhall mrt station.
our job was to guide those ppl who's attending this ceremony to swissotel.
obviously, there was not much people.
or maybe, they mostly come by cars instead of the mrt.
we stood there for like 2h with the 'usher' tag around our necks.
ppl kept starring at us. it's so balabo(stupid in jieyi language).
we got our first customer who is a really sweet girl.
she politely asked us how to go to swissotel for the national scholar summit.
then since we had nothing to do, we walked with her to the entrance of the hotel.
then we went back to the place and stood there.
maybe because we kept standing there and do not move around and with the usher tag,
we had a total of 3 groups of ppl who come and asked us how to get to some place.
it's quite embarrassing cos me and jingrong dunno anything about the area except for the way to swissotel. so we had no choice but to politely say we do not noe the way and sorry.
one guy came to deliver us soya milk. thank goodness!
we are super thirsty and our hero, the soya milk, came to our rescue.
we drank it up fast and went back to the hotel.
waited for them to let us leave.
and finally we are going back home.

my flats spoiled and my toes are protruding out of my flats.
no choice but we went hougang for lunch and i bought a new pair of shoes.
i bought a pair of white sandals which jingrong found it.
cost $13.90. it's really ex lor. to me.
i've never bought a pair of shoes that cost more than $10 before.
borrowed $4 from angela.
thanks angela.
and thanks peishan for borrowing money from her mum to lend me.
and sorry for wasting you all de time when i am choosing my shoe.
finally reached home.
chged out of the super formal outfit,
and was back to myself again. feel so much comfortable and free~
hahas.

lastly,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIM HYUN JOONG!!

2009-05-27T18:59:00.003+08:00

just came to know that singapore's has its 1st H1N1 case recently.
is this good news or bad?

today seems to be quite an unhappy day.
don't want to talk much about it.
had olympics education after sch. paid $10 for it.
3 new sports for us to learn: archery, floorball and tchouball.
i thought that we might be able to play all three but in the end we are being allocated to one sport for each class.
3C's in floorball.
big disappointment to me as i want archery.
i've been interested in archery when i watched tai wang si shen ji.
sujini is pro in archery and i like her. hahas.
i dun really like floorball.
we played before in pe lessons already.
anyway, floorball is fun when we play against one another.
then, went home.
had skipped my lunch cos there's no time for us to have lunch since it start at 2.15pm.
hungry, i bought cup walker and went home with jingrong.

ohya! sorry jingrong for spilling milk tea all over you.
i'm so sorry! i hope your bag will not be stained.
sorry!

holidays are coming and it isn't going to be holiday.
maths have lots and lots of homework.
we only have 3 weeks of holiday and they give one year supply of homework.
we still have other subjects lor. D:
this holiday sure die.

ps. i failed A. maths! ROAR! D:

2009-05-22T20:02:00.004+08:00

YAY!

finally exams are over!

the bad thing about after exams are receiving poor results.

sometimes even though you did put in hard work, the results are still as bad.

but the good thing is, we can hang out with our frens.

went out with sixuan, yokeling, jingrong, verna, michelle, vivian today.

wanted to watch movie- the ramen girl ytd but chged to today since many ppl can't make it ytd.

met at heartlandmall and had kfc.

then walked around heartland mall for awhile then set off to vivo.

finally reached and we lost our way to golden village. hahas.

bought tickets and went in.

we are luckily, just on time.

watched the ads.

wanted to watch the eng movie that is about a guy who dated with many girls and he met ghosts. sth thing like that. very interesting.

and choice#1- blood: the last vampire.

the korean girl very pretty and she very li hai.

i want watch leh. but then very scary. aiya, dun care, just watch. hahas.

anyway, the ramen girl quite nice. the bad thing about the show is just that they pai dao i want to eat ramen. so tempting.

then show ended and we walk around vivo.

we went up to play water then we go daiso.

me and sixuan went pet safari.

the hamsters are so cute!

and the puppies are even cuter!

SO CUUUTE!!!

there's one specific one that i love most.

i didn't noe what breed is that but i guessed that it's a baby maltese.

i think it's new so they haven't put any info about that puppy yet.

it is very small in size and it's white in colour(of course)

the fur look very fluffy! it is so cuuute!!! :D

then later it is taken out from the cage and never to be seen again after that.

so sad! D:

then we placed our eyes on a yokeshire terrier.

at first it's emoing at one corner. when we came to see it, it started coming towards us and place his nose on the glass panel.

SO CUUUTE!

saw a very active pug.

so active that it's abit crazy.

he jumped here and run and jumped over there. and he run back again then jumped here and ran there and jumped.

so funny. hahas.

i love pet safari!

i love dogs!

i must earn enough money to buy a dog when i grow up.
probably getting a terrier. ((:
then walked awhile in vivo.

hungry and shared a bowl of chicken teriyaki ramen with yokeling and sixuan. :D

here are some pics that i took today;;

my most favourite pic of the day: bougainvillea(did i spell it correctly? =P)

sixuan's shadow while she's walking in the water. look at her beautiful shen cai.
or shld i say, it's my photography skills? haha. (x

beautiful spectrum. :D

the sparkles on water and the pink and white light shining down from the sky.

just random pic. water shining under sun.

ps. can't wait saturday 9.30pm at chnl u. boys over flowers. kimbum and kimhyunjoong very very very SHUAI!!! :DDDD

2009-05-19T17:49:00.003+08:00

just want to say;;

a HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! :D
kamiki ryunosuke <3

2009-05-09T22:10:00.004+08:00

hoho. 175th post.

mye's on the way and i just started to revise (x
oops but last week too many homework so i chionged them instead.

woke up at around 12pm today with a headache and i feel a little feverish.
i did not really care that much but when i start revising geog, i felt really tired, feel like sleeping.
i bu fang xin then go take temperature. 37.6 degrees.
i should say it's very slight fever.
i told my mum she said it's alright.
then i went to bathe and get ready to go to church.
reached and had a great time worshipping. i love the songs today. :D

cell group-ed and went home.
quickly took a bath and on tv to watch my beloved she diao ying xiong zhuan.
ate dinner abit slower today.
took my temperature again. raised to 38.1 degrees.
i placed cold towel on my forehead hoping it would help.
really it did, i took the second time and it shows 38.0.
decreased by 0.1 degrees. at least there's some improvement. (:
ate half a pill of panadol extra.
i dun dare to eat tablets so my mum cut it into half for me.
luckily without much effort, i managed to swallow the half pill.
i bo liao so i took my temperature for the last time. 37.9 degrees.
YES! decrease by another 0.1 degrees! :D
hahas.
i feel much better now though.
going to put the patch for fever later when i sleep.
thanks my sis for helping me buy. and she bought strepsils for herself ):

today is last episode of ai jiu zai yi qi.
going to watch now.
missed for around 15mins already cos i typing this post. (:

ps. mug.mug.muggggg ;D good luck for MYE everyone!~~ :DD

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YAMADA RYOSUKE!!!!~~ <3
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